Ereri/Riren Oneshots

Let Me In (Ereri/Riren)

TRIGGER WARNING:

Break ups
Depression
Anxiety
Mental Disorders
Starvation

Please don't read if you're sensitive to this. Please. I can't stress this.

Also this is more platonic since I don't want to romanticise any of these issues. They're real. It's not pretty.

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I didn't hate Eren Jaeger.

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My life with knowing of his existence consisted of two things that I couldn't change.

They; were always together.

That; annoyed the fuck out of me.

My neighbor, Eren Jaeger, with his dazzling greens eyes and hypnotic laugh that left me with a skip in my heart rate. His messy brown hair and dimpled cheeks that I had the unholy urge to drag my fingers through and poke. His smile, his jawline, his ears, the way his legs curved.

He was Cupid or as I prefered; Eros in person.

Personified to make my life a living Hell that is.

Every damn day, like it was clockwork to destroy my sanity, you could hear Eren fucking Jaeger and his boyfriend, Armin. They were cute. Always so damn cute.

It was disgusting.

I'd come home after a day at work, my job persisting that I needed to use the months of vacation days I had save up but never used, I'd make a cup of tea and sit down to read or open up my laptop to play Sims or something. Then all of sudden you'd hear-

"AND I- EE I -WILL ALWAYS LOVE-"

"YOUUUUUU!"

I'd look to the ceiling of my apartment, growl, and grab my trusty broom as I started to jab the floor of their apartment with the broom handle.

Disgusting.

...

This of course became a routine.

I had moved in maybe a month before when I realized I lived below the shittiest brat of all time. I'd have to go upstairs atleat three times a week to tell them to quiet the fuck down. Of course Eren just flashed me that beautiful smile, saying they would, while Armin blushed from behind him.

Him and his fucking boyfriend.

Always singing. Always dancing. Always laughing and talking and always fucking keeping me awake at night by-

"A-AH~ EREN! EREN!"

"FUCK- Ngh, c-cum for me baby boy~"

Well- fucking.

I swear, Armin, was not the type to seem like a screamer but I'm surprised he never blew his vocal chords out. Me and Eren weren't entirely agaisnt eachother or anything. Hell. He was cute and pretty decent in my opinion. He had a really clean apartment too.

No, no.

I did not hate Eren Jaeger.

And no.

I did not hate Armin, Eren's boyfriend.

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I hate what Armin did to Eren.

First it was me; complaining to Eren twenty-four seven because I wasn't getting any sleep and their being so loud didn't help at all. Me; filled with jealousy everytime I went to talk with Eren about how he's been and Armin would be there. Eren; playing with his hair. Armin; smiling and laughing and with Eren.