Ereri/Riren Oneshots

Misophilia (Riren)

AN: part Two of Disgust!

IF ANY MENTION OF

RAPE
ABUSE
E.t.c.
OR ANYTHING OF THE SORTS DISTURBS YOU

LEAVE

IF NOT, CONTINUE BRAVE SOULS.

It's been a week since Levi came home finally.

I hate to say I've missed him more than I should.

Even...

Even after what he did...

"...Eren?"

I was in shock. I couldn't respond with words. All that came out was garbled noises. My arms were wrapped around my knees, my eyes wide open and tears leaking down the sides of my face. My lips were quivering as I pulled my legs against me.

Footsteps sounded close, walking towards the bed. The floor creaked and then I was turned onto my back again.

I didn't even flinch.

"What is your name?!?" I couldn't even see him fully. What was my name? I-i couldn't remember. Wait.

"E-eren... Jaeger..." There. It slipped past my lips, tumbling and falling out dully. I didn't care anymore. Who I was. What I did. Where I am. It didn't matter. Something was gone. I was barren now. He took it.

"Eren!?" I heard a crash as he got up and slammed something. More crashing as he broke something else. "No. No." He whispered. I felt the feeling come back into my body as the shock fell away. I was raped. And for some reason i wasn't trying to kill him.

Oh wait.

I'm tied up.

"U-unite me Levi..." Why was it so easy to say his name? Was it because I had known him? Was it because I had... Loved him. Jesus. I used to love the guy who raped me. No. I still did. Even after all this time. I loved Levi Ackerman. "Oh god... Eren." I saw Levi turn and his eyes were wet.

"I never thought I'd see the great Levi cry." I laughed dryly. Levi just stared at me.

"Eren!" I looked up slowly, when had Levi moved across the room? He was standing right before me with his face red and his body shaking. "F-fuck..." He was holding the side of my face, his head now bent as he cried.

"I-i shouldn't- I shouldn't have-" More sobs. I rose my tied hands to hold them against his. "Levi..."

"Brat I'm home!" I shook my head, dropping the plate I had been washing as the front door slammed open. It smashed against the floor and the pieces sprayed across the kitchen. "Fucking hell..." I sighed and bent down to clean up the mess.

"Hey what's- damn what happened in here?" I groaned and stood up to toss the plate away. Levi stood in the doorway to the living room and watched me walk by him. 

"Nothing. Just the damn plate." I told him, tossing it and turning to look into his grey eyes.

Ever since... What happened. Ever since that happened, I've allowed Levi to live with me. I couldn't force myself to turn him in anyway so he might as well stayed. And as I said before...  I missed him more than I should.

"What's for dinner?" I asked, popping a grape from the fruit bowl into my mouth, sitting atop the counter as Levi moved to put the groceries away that he had been holding. "Well... What do you want?"

"I don't know."

"How do you not know?"

"I don't know."