Me and Corbyn have been married for a year now. During that year I've seen him for 4 months due to touring. He is finally home, as of yesterday, and I am so overjoyed! We are at target right now because we ran out of snacks. We walked down the isles to get to the food. I was in mid sentence when I noticed Corbyn was no longer next to me. I back tracked and saw him in the crib isle. I walked over to him.
"What'cha looking at?" I asked.
"We should buy this crib and put a baby in it," Corbyn says.
"Who's preg-OH MY GOD IS SELENA PREGNANT??" I questioned while raising my voice a little at the end. (Mmk so yes Selena Gomez bc she will be dating Jack in this imagine and I'm sorry Danny bc I know that Selena and Justin make you happy:)
"No I mean we should make a baby and put it in the crib," Corbyn chuckles.
"Corbs I love you but we cannot have a baby!"
"Why? We'd be great parents!"
"Corbyn you were just on a six month tour! I cannot raise or be pregnant with a child alone!"
"Our managers would never do that to us and even if they did me and the boys would not leave you so we'd just decline it."
"It's not that simple and you know this Corbs. I can't let you ruin your dreams but I also can't be a mom alone so no, end of discussion," I conclude.
Corbyn nods and I walk towards the snacks with him trailing behind.
Timeskip
We bought snacks and the car ride home was filled with awkward silence.
"Look Y/n I want a baby and you can't blame my career because you know that I won't leave until he or she is at least 2 and-"
"I'm not talking about this Corbyn! I said no and that means no," I tell him.
"What is your problem with babies? You tell me all the time that you want little Besson babies so-"
NO! Okay? Just not right now Corbyn," I say yelling at the beginning.
Corbyn rolls his eyes and keeps driving
Tell him Y/n! 👼 😈No do not!
My thoughts are cut off when the car stops. I grab a few bags from the back and quickly go inside. I put them away and go to our bedroom. I hear Corbyn following so I go into the bathroom just to stay away from him. I just sit on the sink counter and play on my phone. I lose my game when Corbyn knocks on the door.
"I know your avoiding me Y/n but we live together so just come out and we can talk okay?"
I sigh an unlock the door and sit on the bed. Corbyn sits next to me and I keep my head down.
"There's more a reason behind this so just tell me. Why don't you really want to have a baby?" Corbyn asks.
It stays silent for a few minutes until I sigh and speak up.
"Well after you left for tour, I got sick. I went to the doctors and they said I was pregnant. I was gonna tell you when I came to see you but then a week before, I-I," I stopped talking and began to cry.
"I lost the baby," I whisper.
I cry louder and Corbyn hugs me. I feel his tears on my back and cry more.
"That's why I didn't come, I wanted to tell you after tour because I didn't want to mess your shows up," I admitted when we pull away.
"You know you could've told me. I would've come home so we could cope together baby," he says with his voice cracking at the end.
"I couldn't mess up tour for you and the boys. It wasn't fair an-"
"No Y/n, that's where your wrong. What's not fair is you sitting here, alone and suffering. Your friends might've helped but I assume not because they would've told me which means you were alone. I should've been here and don't you ever even put that much pain on yourself again because there are so many people here to help you."
His words make me smile and when I do, he does too. I kiss him and we cuddle for a while afterwards while just thinking about things.
"I think I'm ready Corbyn," I tell him.
"Ready for what?" He asks.
"I'm ready to make those Besson babies you talked about earlier," I say with a smile.
"And seeing as though we're already in bed..." Corbyn smirks.
I playfully hit his arm and laugh.
"I love you Corbs," I say kissing his nose.
"I love you even more," he says adding a kiss to my forehead.
