"Please Y/n, please! I will not do this ever again. I will be the Corbyn you were happy with but please, do not leave me for good," He pleads.
"You already left me Corbyn."
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I left the house and drove home with blurry vision. My heart was broken and nobody but the boy who broke it could fix it.
As I closed the door loud sobs racked my body. I crumpled to the floor feeling broken. My phone rung and Corbyn's name popped up. Another ugly sob traveled through my lonely apartment. I lied on the floor and cried myself to sleep.
I woke up to loud banging on the door. I slowly raised from the floor and opened the door to reveal a shivering, bloodshot eyed Corbyn.
" I will stay out here all of tonight too but please. Please, talk to me," Corbyn pleaded with a cracked voice.
My heart broke and I let him in and led him to the couch. I tossed him a blanket and sat on the other end of the couch and stared at the floor.
"Did you get bored of me?" I whisper.
"No. I am crazy about you Y/n. I've never loved anyone more than you," He answers.
"Then why did you ignore me for a month?" I question while looking into his eyes.
"When I came home all I wanted to do was see you...but then. Then I realised how terrible of a boyfriend I was. Jack bought Gabbie tickets to see us, visited instead of site seeing, and called her everyday no matter how tired he was. I got insecure and I realised that if I truly loved you I'd let you be happy...with someone else."
I sat there getting lost in his eyes and taking in each word.
"But I called you so many times Corbyn. I wouldn't have if I didn't care about you or want what we had," I argue.
"I was in denial and I couldn't just snap out of it," He says with his voice breaking at the end.
"Do you know how bad it hurts to love somebody so much and it feels like they don't care about you at all? My heart slowly broke until it finally cracked completely," I say and start to burst into tears.
"I was there for you! I was loyal, I was supportive, and I fucking love you Corbyn! I put my all into this relationship and you just-you ended it over your insecurities! I'm insecure too and your fans aren't always nice Corbyn but I put it aside because I love you!" I shout through tears.
"I know you were! Why do you think I ended it? You were everything and I felt like I wasn't good enough! Do you know how that feels? Do you know how it feels when you love somebody so much and you feel like you're failing them. I felt like I let you down. You. The only person I have ever truly loved," Corbyn exclaims through tears.
"I'm sorry and I will always be for how I made you feel but please. Please give me another chance!" He pleads.
"You have hurt me more than anyone ever has. You have broken my heart, for what feels like, beyond repair. Yet I still love you. I would give anything to forget about all of this but I can't. I can't forget this pain. But I also can't just lose you. As much as I want to give you a second chance, I don't know if I can," I explain.
"I love you Y/n. I would give up anything for you to be happy and if this relationship is one of those things, I'll do it. For you."
Corbyn wipes his tears and starts walking to the door.
"But it won't make me happy," I say making Corbyn stop dead in his tracks.
He slowly turns around and walks back to me. He tackles me into a hug.
"Please don't even leave me again," I plead.
"I never truly left you Y/n."
A/n: I'M NOT CRYING YOU ARE!
