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This imagine is based off of @ halo_music idea and it is also based off of Camila Cabello's 'I have Questions'. I was originally going to just use her idea but I heard this song and I really like how it connects to the story. This is a really deep piece and it deals with suicide. I know that it isn't a joke and I don't want people to take as a joke. The song is really deep and I feel like she doesn't ever say that the idea of this song is about it but to me I feel like it kind of sets it up for it a little. You can hear her emotion and how vulnerable and weak she is. This is my interpretation so please don't be offended.
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After leaving Zach's, I went to a hotel. I felt doomed as I stared straight up at the wall. I let the tears flow like a river as I thought of my life and contemplated the delicate thing. I couldn't resist calling Zach.
Zach, Me
Y/n! Thank god, where are you? Baby listen I-
Why?
Why what beautiful
Why did you leave me here to burn? Do you care? Why don't you care?
Baby I love you and I'm sorry. I was stupid and I-
Who do you think you are? You got some nerve trying to tear my faith apart. Why would you try and play me for a fool? I should have never ever ever trusted you.
Y/n I'm sorry. I do care baby, I do. I'm sorry I know I really messed up and I can hear you crying and knowing I caused this, breaks my heart. Please, come back and we can talk.
Why weren't you, who you swore that you would be? Your voice was the most familiar sound, but it sounds so dangerous to me.
Y/n, baby I'm sorry. Where are you? I love you....
I gave you all of me, my blood, my sweat, my heart, and my tears. I was there, when no one was
Listen to me, where are you? I don't think your okay. Have you been drinking baby?
Yeah, but it won't matter soon
What does that mean. Baby listen to me, I love you and we can fix this baby okay?
Wait, did I mess it up? How do I fix it? Can we talk? Can we communicate? Can we talk? Do you wanna fix it? Is it my fault? Do you miss me?
No you didn't do anything Y/n, where are you?
Bye
(End)
My mind got fuzzy and everything went black. I woke up in the bed. I felt scared and lonely. I looked at my and saw my dad called me many times. There was a sudden banging at the door that made me drop my phone. I walked to the door and opened it to see my worried father. He embraced me in a tight hug.
"Thank god you're okay, I love you so much Y/n," He whispers.
"Yeah dad I'm fine I just, um I-" I start.
"Zach told me, I know sweetheart." Dad says.
He put his hands on my shoulders and looks me in the eyes. "Listen to me, you are a beautiful, smart, loving person who I'm proud to call my daughter. I know you drank last night and I know that you contemplated, ending it. I need you to know that if you need help, or to talk I am here. Talk to me okay?"
"Okay dad," i say with tears brimming my eyes.
The nearby elevator dings and out walks Zach. He looks up and starts running to me when he sees me.
"I love you, I love you, I love you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Zach repeatedly whispers in my ear.
"Please forgive me, please! I'm sorry I love you, I'm sorry," Zach adds.
We pull away and I see his tears. Before I can say anything Zach gets pulled away by my father.
"If you ever, and I mean ever, hurt my little girl again, you are a dead man got it Herron?" Dad warns.
"Yes sir I am so sorry and I know that I caused this and I'm so sorry. I love your daughter very much but I was stupid and I'm sorry," Zach admits before turning back to me.
"Please Y/n, I was stupid and I'm so so sorry and I-" Zach rambles.
"Okay. You owe me but yeah, let's give this a shot," I interrupt him with a smile.
Zach again hugs me and whisper 'I love you's' along with sorry's'.
