I picked up my phone up and saw another call from Jack. We broke up two months ago but neither of us wanted to. I didn't realize how mean I could be before but now I regret a lot. It seems as though I can change my mind on people each day but I didn't mean to with him. I still remember his birthday and his mother's favorite song.
I felt sorry for the next Jack but I also didn't know if there would be. I can't believe that anybody really starts to fall in love with me. I was so blind and I didn't notice how much love was there until now. Part of me says that while the other part is very insecure.
I run away when things are good and never really understood the way he laid his eyes on me in ways that no one ever could. Now it seems I broke his heart because my ignorance has struck again. I failed to see it from the start and tore him open 'til the end. Jack called again but this time I answered.
Jack, me
Y/n thank god you answered! Can we please talk?
Jack I can't be with you. I'm sorry but I know what will happen. My insecurities will always get in the way. Your too good for me Jack. Someone will love you and I'm sorry but that someone isn't me.
Why Y/n? Why can't I love you and you love me? We already do so why can't we be together?
I want to but I-
But nothing. You want to so you can. Come outside so I can see your smile again.
Are you-
You have to come and see...
(End)
I smiled at the idea of him being out there and I hoped he was. Luck was on my side because when I opened the door I saw a smiley Jack holding roses. Behind him was a picnic and fairy lights. My smile widened as I walked closer to him.
"Why did you do all this?" I question.
"Because I love you!I have since we met and I know that your scared but you can't be Y/n and you have to trust me. I love you and you have to trust me with your heart," Jack explains.
"You better hold it tight, hold it close because I'm all in," I quote.
"That is why I love you Y/n! Stupid stuff like that makes me smile and I love it. You're a better you with me and I'm a better me with you. We are perfect for eachother."
"What about when you go on tour? My insecurities will ruin it and again we'll-"
"You'll come with. If you can't come with us to everything, the boys will watch me for you. Please can we try this again?"
"I think we can, I love you Jack," I say while hugging him.
"I love you more," He replies.
"Now can we eat?" I plead while pulling away.
Jack nods with a big smile as I run to the food like the child I am.
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I really don't like this one at all but the next Zach one was done and I like that one so I had to write a Jack so I can publish the Zach one. This is really bad and I just don't like it. I may redo it eventually but this is the crap your stuck with for now so good luck!
