Why Don't We Imagines

Jonah

I layed in Jonah's arms not wanting to ever let go but I knew that he had to in 4 hours and I'd be lying in bed the next night and six months after that alone. Jonah and the boys were going on tour and from the looks of school and work, I probably wouldn't be able to make a show. I was incredibly proud of the boys but I would miss them like crazy. I would have to sit in this empty house alone for the next 6 months and it would suck.

I wanted to clear my head so I decided to sit outback. I grabbed a lawn chair and pulled it next to  the  big rock. I sipped my water slow and closed my eyes. I sat back and tried t relax. I heard the backdoor slide open and jumped. Luckily my water was almost gone so it didn't spill. I turned around to see a sleepy Jonah walking towards me with a lawn chair in his hand. He pulled it up next to me and sat down.

"What'cha doin baby?" Jonah groggily asked.

"Go to bed, you have to get a flight early tomorrow," I told him.

"I can't sleep either," Jonah replied.

"I just can't stop thinking about leaving and not being able to just hug you and kiss you whenever I want," Jonah adds. 

"Yeah," I reply.

He reaches over and grabs my hand. He tugs me towards him so I stand up and sit on his lap.

"I'm gonna miss you so much," He whispers.

We look at the stars and whisper sweet nothings until we get tired and decide to sleep for the next three hours.

"Jonah, wake up!" Jack yells.

I groan and feel Jonah let go of me.

I hear Jack leave and Jonah kisses my forehead.

"Normally I'd let my princess sleep but i want as much time as possible with you," Jonah tells me.

I sit up and he goes to get a shower. I decide to starts breakfast which will be breakfast sandwiches. I know the boys love when I make them so why not?

After a yummy breakfast and a gloomy car ride, we arrive at the airport. I try to stay positive and not lose my shit but it is very hard. I manage to keep it together until we have to say our final goodbyes. I hug each of the boys and go to Jonah last. He engulfs me in a hug.

"I'm gonna miss you so much," He whispers.

"I'll miss you more," I say and pull away.

"I promise you I'll call every time you can okay?" Jonah says.

I nod as a reply while I hear his boarding number be called.

"I love you so much, don't ever forget that," He says while looking in my eyes.

"I love you too Jonah," I reply with my voice cracking at the end.

We hug again share a small kiss before I let him go. They board the plane and I watch them until I can't see them anymore. Then I drive home and prepare for the next long months.