trollhunters x Oc

Too Much Thinking

I trotted back to Blinky and Aaarrrggh's den. Even though I was revived there I should at least thank them for their hospitality. There weren't that many trolls out in Trollmarket for some reason. I watched some of the gnomes yip at each other before messing with some stuff that had been organized. I laughed as one of them tried to make a jump for my back. I scooted away from them, remembering my past experience with one of them.

I remember being trapped in that crystal with fear that someone might leave me once again. Blinky and Aaarrrggh would always come back though. It almost seemed like I was important to them. And watching the trollhunter spare another troll, was the greatest thing I've ever seen. I started to make my way back to the den. I walked by the Christmas lights and remembered how master Jim had helped them off of my antlers. I thought no one would ever help a useless fairy. All I've done here is follow Blinky and Aaarrrggh around.

"I wish I could really help." I mumbled as I entered the cave to see the two trolls curled up with one another.

Jim and Toby must have left, because of daylight. So I guess this is when most of the trolls sleep. I stood there in a trance, about what could happen to them during the day or why they only go out at night. I shook my head trying not to think about those thoughts. Right now I need to think about staying or not staying. I slowly walk to Blinky's fireplace and lay down. I poked at the warm coals with a metal stick I found off to the side.

If I go, there will be less problems to worry about. The only problem is where would I go next? I hope there are some woods nearby. Perhaps I could stay there for a few days. Master Jim should't become distracted. He should receive all the training he needs after that last fight against Draal. It took quite a toll on him.

I look back at the sleeping trolls and then back towards the coals.

What if I stay? All three of us can't be cooped up in one small cave. It might be hard for Aaarrrggh and I to get around. Plus with Jim and Toby, it is sure to get too cramped in here. I remember when I was tiny. I wasn't a problem back then. Maybe for the gnomes but not for Blinky and Aaarrrggh. They reminded me of a family that I once had before they all left me.

I fear that now. I've become closer to Aaarrrggh and Blinky than I've realized. I just only hope they don't leave me. I heard a shift behind me. I looked to only see Aaarrgh in a different sleeping position. I turn back to the fireplace with a sigh. Not knowing what I should do in these type of situations. I've always been ordered to do something instead of doing nothing. Like back at home, where I would pick herbs for the wounded and stayed out of sight from the others. That's what home was like before I burned it out of anger and depression. I still remember the colors of the flames as the wind helped me spread the fire.

I felt water on my hands. I look down only to realize it's my own tears. I just wish I could've been helpful back then instead of staying out of everyone's way. I hold back a sob, knowing the truth of why they left me. I cover my face with my hands. I felt something pull me back. I looked back to see Aaarrrggh with a worried expression as he carefully rested his stone arm over me. I felt protected. Whatever fear that was toying with me a little while ago, was gone now. I was safe at last with my new family.

A/n - sorry for the short chapter.