i'm on my last lifeline.
nothing's here to keep me afloat anymore. nothing else matters anymore. it's over. i'm done, done with everything.
i have my reasons, to think the way i do. I've been enduring the pain for so long. i mean, i want to keep existing, i don't want to disappear. but my heart can't take any more hits.i'm not selfish, i'm not being dramatic. don't you see me trying?
i can't tell whether or not i'm alive or just barely breathing. so help me.hear my plea, because i'm on my last lifeline.
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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...