loss for words

war

i can't keep fighting this war,
i just can't keep up anymore.

i'm exhausted, make the world pause.
it's so hopeless to live without a cause.

this effort was all for naught,
my useless story without any plot.

i tried to keep up and mend what was broken.
everything i had to say just stayed unspoken.

it's all over, i was defeated.
my heart was tired of being mistreated.

but i do feel free, without worry.
my once-dark world became not so blurry.