loss for words

perfect tragedy

i'm sorry. i'm so sorry.
please don't leave me,
it's okay here in the darkness of my mind,
a world of pure disaster.

everyone always leaves me,
and i'm sick and tired of being alone.
i just don't think i can handle it anymore.
so can you accept my apology?
can you ever truly forgive me?

i just don't want to be alone with my thoughts.

without you, my mind is an eerie place.
somber, and ominous.

please come back, don't leave me in the dust.
i know i'm too much to handle.
i know that i'm a lot of work,
but i can't help it.
i can't help who i am.

fine, be that way.
i guess i don't need you anymore.
you ignored my tears, my pleas.
you're just like everyone else,
and i guess i'm just a perfect tragedy.