do you ever feel like you're bothering people with your words?
or that every word that leaves ends up being less important?
do you ever feel empty? just purely hollow.
aware of no one caring about your existence,
or even seeing you entirely falling apart.
just alone in your little world,
apparent of the murderer,
the one that tortures you instead of putting you out of your misery.
in the end, you,
i,
just remain silent,
it was easier than to annoy people with my voice.
it was easier to pretend i didn't exist,
but then,
people wondered why i was so quiet.
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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
