pain and regret are unruly twins.
one born of emotional torment,
and the other born out of wretched guilt.
physically agonizing, perpetual torture,
it hurts like hell,
and it doesn't ever end.
why should i?
why didn't i?
questions left behind,
they rule over me,
the structure of my mind,
my brain circuits
so now,
the twins bring a new threat out of their brewing cauldron,
and her name is fear.
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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
