i tossed my emotions into the ocean,
to let them drown, to get them away from me.
i don't want them, because i don't need them anymorei'm hopeless either way.
why exist in the real world, when it's familiar and futile?
this place was designed to mess you up.to break you down, into nothing.
to strike you down, a thousand times.

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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...