you make no sense.
you're a jumbled mess,
your vocabulary is like alphabet soup,
random letters forming nothing.control your words.
make a sentence.
you make me have to search for your words,
like a word search.digging around and using letters to make sense.
it's like i'm playing scrabble in your mindyou're standing there, mute
your brain operating like cogs,
and yet you can't do anything.
you were facing a crowd, but they were all standing there,
anticipating, laughing,
judging.
yet, you couldn't do anything to make them stop.what a waste,
if you can't say anything,
then you shouldn't try.
maybe what they said was true.you are a failure.
hopeless and pathetic.
i shake my head and look into the mirror.i am pathetic
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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...