i'm left in a state of confusion.
perplexed, and puzzled.
i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say.
i'm without any words.
as usual.
you said you would be there for me.
you also said you were my friend.
was it a lie?
was it all lies?
i depended on you as you did for me.
you knew how important this was to me.
you also knew i had no one else to be there,
no one except for you.
and you let me down.
dazed,
lost,
discombobulation,
i needed you there for me,
but you let me down,
but I'll be okay,
just a little hurt.
a paper cut, a small cut,
but a terrible immense pain.
forever, utterly confused,
for why at that moment,
you believed i was no longer important to you.
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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
