sometimes, i just want to lie in bed,
my safe place, my haven.
always here to help shut out everyone else in the universe.
i have no urge to leave,
it's pointless for me to go out and pretend to care about being someone,
not when i don't want to act.
i'd rather hide within the sheets
succumbing deep into the dreamland,
where no one can find me,
lost and never found,
in ways you can never envision,
i'm wasted in my own hallucinations.
maybe i just want to sleep eternally,
never waking up.
i want to shut my eyes as tight as i possibly can,
and pray that nothing will open them.
launch me into a coma,
so i won't have to live,
and so i won't have to die either.
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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
