you spit nonsense to my face,
you hold my heart on a leash and make it go wherever you want.
you forced me to be silent,
feels like you're endlessly choking me.
your hands are the noose around my neck,
so you can make me beg for my life.
i want my life back.
don't dangle my life just out of my reach,
let me hold it.
hold it, like i want to hold you,
and watch as the color drains from your face,
drain from your eyes.
to put it simply,
i want to be free from your possession.
i want an ending to my own story.
an ending where i don't lose,
because i'm through taking losses.
i can assure you.
YOU ARE READING
loss for words
Poesiaevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
