loss for words

you left me

you left me.
here,
in the burning flames of this world,
a never-ending inferno
here,
in the beehive,
with all the bees buzzing,
stinging with every chance they can get.

you left me and didn't take me with you.

i'll never forget the day i found you.
you were my color in my dull grey life,
my own vivid dream.

we were so in love that i couldn't describe what i liked about you.
there was just something about you that i couldn't let go,
that i couldn't part with.

but now,
it's over,
because you left,
here,
in the empty house, we shared,
with old memories that clung tightly.
here, in the decaying part of my mind,
where your smile and laughter still echoes cruelly.

you left me and now i'm coming with you.

because
i couldn't hold you,
i couldn't laugh with you,
i couldn't live without thinking about you.
i couldn't exist without you.

so, i left too