you cut me.
like an unwanted person in a photograph, you cut me out.
and then acted like i handed you the scissors.
i didn't deserve this, i didn't do anything but that's just it.
you were willing to throw me away and watch me fall apart thinking i truly was the reason.
maybe you never really cared about me at all, you toyed with my feelings.
or maybe i was suddenly too much for you
let it be known, that you hurt me.
you were all i had, you were the first one to be there for me.
and one day,
i looked up and you weren't there anymore.
you switched sides on me.
you became just like the rest of them,
and right after you told me you were different from the rest.
you cut me off
you left me alone.
burrowing in the belief that you stopped caring, living in the eternal thoughts that you never did in the first place.
not even tears will fall,
i'm on autopilot.
i'm numb,
i have no feelings left.
i'm here,
just like before
except this time,
i'm alone.
YOU ARE READING
loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
