can you stop me?
stop me from doing something stupid.
can you be my conscience?
i need someone to tell me that i can't do it,
that i should stop trying.
stop me before i begin to care so much.
end me before i lose what's left of me
don't let me bleed the unspoken words,
don't let the bruises read, "she tried"
stop me, end me
i'm not leaving.
not like this.
don't let me make this stupid decision,
over a tiny little problem.
a temporary problem.
don't let my bitter thoughts make me make a permanent solution
so help me,
do you think you can?
i'm begging for a chance to redeem myself.
a chance to show you,
that i can overcome these obstacles, laid before me.
i want to win.
so, stop me.
end me,
free me
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loss for words
Poesiaevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
