my heart is encased in your infidelities.
the lies that you speak, the lies you tell.
the words you made me believe,
but it's no use,
i'm not an idiotmy soul is covered with tears.
the tears that i cried, the tears that you caused.
i need to stop them,
they're not helping anyone,
especially not myself.my hands were intertwined with yours,
but they are no longer there.
just like i'm no longer here
like i said,
i'm not an idiot.
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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...