Sacrifice (Harry Styles Fan fiction)

Chapter 41

Jaylies POV

The car ride home was excruciatingly silent. The words he said were bouncing around in my head, ceasing to ever stop. I turned up the radio to try and drown them out, but they only got louder and louder. So I turned it down as did their voices.

"Are you alright?" He speaks.

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine" I reply.

"Are you sure" he said glancing in my direction.

"mmhmm" I mumble.

"One hundred percent?" he continued.

"Sure" I said resting my head on the window.

I had just realized I am quite accident prone. I broke a glass and cut myself twice,  and then I knock over a lamp and cut myself on that too. Oh and how could I forget I fell off a cliff.

I put a reminder in my phone to pay back Jake for braking his lamp.

Before I know it we are stopped in front of the house. Without thinking I get out of the car quickly and briskly walk to the door... I just need to be alone and think.

"Jaylie wait" I hear Harry jog to catch up. But I dont stop, I open the door and run straight to my room and lock the door. I hear someone knock lightly on my door.

I wasn't honestly in the mood for talking to anyone. So I ignored it. I texted Ed and asked him when I needed to be there tomorrow, and set my phone down. Just as it was on the desk it vibrated. I looked down to see Jake's name on the screen. I open the message to see this:

Jake: Are u alright love?

me: I guess

Jake: Do you want to go somewhere??

me: Maybe tomorrow.... I think enough has happened today. Thank you though.

Jake: Okay call me if you need anything

me: okay

I set my phone down and run my fingers through my hair. so much has happened. So much that could have been prevented if only I wasn't here. I put my hair in a loose bun and sat down on my bed.

I put my face in my hands and cry. I have two guys who are both sweet and I barely even know. Am I really a slut? I kissed both of them... I technically cheated on Harry.

But it didn't feel as if we were actually dating. It felt as if it were just a fling.

I heard some shuffling outside my door, yet once again I ignored it... I looked out my window. The sun was setting and the flowers and trees were in full bloom. Everything was gorgeous,  peaceful, and just relaxing. I looked over to my clock which read 8:25... It was already that late.. I was exhausted. I tried to sleep but my eyes wouldn't close.

I get up to get a glass of water. Carefully, I open my door and a body slumps into my room. I gasp and cover my mouth to avoid screaming and realize it was Harry. He was sleeping at my door.

"Whoa" He said wiping his eyes and yawning.

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

"I just wanted to make sure you were alright, but you never came out" he explained.

"Well I'm alright" I said looking at the floor.

"I guess Ill be going then" he said getting up and starting to walk away. I grabbed his arm and held him in place.

"Please dont leave.... Stay" I plead.

"I dont know if that's a good idea" he admits.

"I cant sleep" I say hoping he'll stay.

"I dont think I should"

I said the only thing that would make him stay "I need you Harry"

I could see him contemplating what to do. He silently nods and closes the door behind him. He follows behind me, watching my every movement.

I climb into bed and slide to the side so he can join me. He hesitates and then climbs in as well. As soon as his body hits the mattress I snuggle in close to him. He slowly wraps his arms around me.

He leans his head down and kisses my forehead.

"Goodnight Jaylie... I-" but I was already gone.

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Sorry for the long wait and sucky chapter.... Like most of them.... oh well... haha

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-T