JERYL's PoV
I pulled out all the air in my chest while driving back home. I never knew that lying would be so hard. Seeing her happy while looking at me, can't stop me hating myself more. How could I end up living like this?
Hindi ko pa naaalala ang lahat.
Hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan ko mapapanindigan ang pagsisinungaling na ito.
I hit the gas out of my frustration. She's innocent! I'm a total jerk!
But my mood got worst when I saw unexpected visitor. I got out of the car and he's smiling at me.
"Finally, Jeryl. 또 만나 네요." Park Kwang Ho said while walking towards me. (We meet again.)
"네." tipid kong tugon. (Yes)
"나를 보니 행복하지 않니?" mapang-asar niyang sabi habang nakangisi sa akin. (You're not happy to see me?)
"What brings you here?" walang ganang tanong ko.
"I just want to see how do you live for everyday." he's korean accent run wild.
I chuckled. "You're now concern. I'm touched." ngising sabi ko.
He chuckled. "I can really say that you're emotionally attached to many things now. Is it because you changed or because of her ?"
Lumapit ako sa kanya. I put my hand on his shoulder. "Hyung..." I addressed him as my big brother 'cause he's too older than me. I saw how his eyebrows arc. Pinagpag ko bahagya ang damit niya but he grabbed my hand and threw in the air. "Don't make any stupid things. You know me well, Hyung-nim." I said in a hard tone.
Umiwas siya ng tingin but he suddenly grabbed my collar. "Don't call me that way." nanggagalaitin niyang sambit habang galit na galit na nakatingin sa mga mata ko. I can see how mad he is. "You don't have any right to." he added.
"I guess you're mad now." ngising sabi ko na mas lalong nagdalim ang paningin niya sa akin. At this point, alam kong kaya niyang pumatay ng tao. I forcefully removed his hands on me. I fixed my clothes.
"Who will not be angry if the person who killed my sister is in front of me?" giit niya. "She was miserable back then but you're here living so perfectly fine." galit na turan niya sa akin.
Sinubakan niya akong suntukin but I dodge. Instead, I hit him. He fell down. "I didn't killed her and you know that. When will you stop blaming me?" I said while looking at him to stand.
He spit with a blood. "You can't hide the fact that it's you who killed her." malamig niyang sabi. "You killed my sister, Jeryl!" he shouted.
Napalingon ako ng may narinig akong nahulog na kung anong bagay malapit sa amin. There, I saw Christine who's shocked. I saw her phone near her feet. She stepped back while Adrian is leaning on my car.
Lumapit sa akin si Kwang Ho. "I'll go ahead. I wonder what is she thinking right now." bulong nito sa akin.
It's been minutes since that bastard left but I don't know how to approach her. She's still looking at me confused. When she tried to turn her back, I run towards her and grab her arm.
"Tell me what's on your mind." I said weakly. I'm scared.
She slowly shake her head. "Lahat ng narinig ko..." she paused and look at me. "I know you're not that kind of man but when will you tell me what really happened to you before? Dahil gusto kong mas mainitindihan ka." she said.
I slowly released her arm from me. I hug her. "I'll tell everything..." I paused when I felt her hugging me back. I kiss her forehead. "But later, babe." dugtong ko.
