after a terrible start to my school day things begin to get worse as i realize i have English now period, which means one thing. Kara.
As i enter the classroom I'm surprised to see that Kara hasn't arrived. Maybe she's late since Jessylnne hasn't arrived either. Actually now thinking about it, loads of people are missing and they happen to be all the girls in her clique and the other popular boys....what the hell is going on?!
15 minutes into class (Or for my case 15 minutes of peace) our class is interrupted by the missing students walking into class like nothing happened.
"Nice of you lot to join us" Mr Heap says sarcastically
"soz sir" Laura and her boyfriend Max speak on behalf of everyone else.
"well you lot got an excuse?" Mr heap questions but they just look at each other smirking.
"well...." he says impatient
"we were in the library" one of the boys says and another boy facepalms himself
that was the best excuse they could come up with ?! haha..... They may be all about the looks but they definitely don't have the brains, no wonder why they couldn't come up with a good excuse plus none of them would ever be seen in a library.
"all of you see me after school and next time, at least come up with a believable excuse" Mr heap responds and the students groan while taking their seats.
Kara takes her seat next to me and for once doesn't say anything to me. that's actually really surprising.
"big mouth has nothing to say for once? there must really be a God" i laugh
no response
"what? you come to realize i really did beat you yesterday? glad you finally noticed" i joke gaining myself an eye roll but still no words out of her.
"i'm actually liking this silence. Kara, you should shut up more often" i suggest
still no response. so i just continue my work instead.
"sorry" she whispers
"huh?" i asked
"sorry! you deaf or something?!" she repeated louder
"nah i heard you the first time, just checking that's what you said cuz you never apologize for anything cuz your too selfish for that sorta thing. Just saying." i replied
"i apologized to you didn't i, so stop your stupid disses" she whispered
"nah ,you see, i still don't trust you and your apology. None of that seems genuine cuz you never apologize to people so why don't you tell me whats really going on?" i demanded
"I really am apologizing" she moans
"yeah right"
"honest" she replies
"Kay then what you apologizing for exactly"
"everything that happened yesterday, it was my fault lets not let it happen again" she answers
"why?"i ask
"why what?" Kara questions
"why are you apologizing? and why you taking all the blame? knowing you, you would never apologize for fights since you would carry on until you win and why take all the blame when usually you would make the other person take the blame or at least let them take half the blame?"
"Cuz you always win" she says really quietly not wanting anyone to hear
"you don't know that"
"i don't need to" she begins "everyone knows it, they see you and know not to mess with you" She must be referring to my bruises, right?
"so what? you're apologizing so that i don't beat you again?" i ask and she nods ashamed
"wow okay whatever" i say until i realize.... "wait, you're apologizing just so that i don't beat you ever again cuz you don't want to lose your fame right?"
but she doesn't respond
"wowww selfish much" i respond
"no don't call me selfish" she complains
"why not? it's quite an accurate description" i say
"cuz you really did beat me and i didn't want to go through that again cuz you're like a good fighter and if we were to ever fight again you would beat me easily and i would be seen as the totz whimp and my popularity would decrease. my popularity is all i have. surely you don't want to keep fighting me? I'm probably a terrible competition anyway" she whispers
"well thanks for the honesty so i guess i wont fight you again, as long as you don't say or do anything to piss me off like yesterday and yeah you're no match for me" i reply
"fine by me i wont say or do anything and don't worry i may not be able to beat you by fight but catwalk any day and I'll win" she says and i laugh
"this doesn't mean we're friends though" i confirm
"ummm like no wayyy. enemies all the way" she says
"bitch" she finishes
"haha touché" i agree
me and Kara have resolved yesterdays problem but Jesslynne seems to hate me still i think. what makes me think that? well, as i look to the desk near by i notice Jesslynne glaring at me and once i turn away but continue to watch at the corner of my eye, i can see she's kinda sad.
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authors note
oooh so Ashley and Kara have resolved their issues for their own sake. thank goodness.
wonder whats gonna happen next, something tells me Ashley's gonna have to sort out issues with Jesslynne....
hope you enjoyed this chapter.....
Amy Xx
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Dear Goodbye Diary
Teen FictionA young school girl called Ashley Thorpe goes through a lot and struggles to solve the issues that have been making her life come crashing down ever since the death of her Mother and Brother. She feels like nothing and as each day passes by she feel...
