Dear Goodbye Diary

Risks?

All of us eat some breakfast together down in Kara's enormous dining room and now I've began to tolerate the populars....they can still be pricks though, especially Morgan (no surprise there).

After we finish, Adam drags me with him to one of the corridors. have i done something wrong?

"aren't you risking everything Ashley?" he whispers. What is he on about?

"you don't need to whisper, them lot wont hear us. And what are you on about?" i say

"home" he answers " it was risky coming to the party though you could get away with that but now that you're still here a day after the party, your dad could notice" he finishes

i completely forgot about home.

"omydays you're right" i realize

"hey its fine...maybe we still have a chance. I can drop you off round yours?" he offers

"nah I'm done with him. It's worth risking it" i reply even though truth be told im scared of the consequences of this huge risk.

" i don't want you getting hurt" he said pulling me into a hug "i hate seeing you with all your bruises and scars when you come to school. Not just me, so does Luke and Lucy" he continues caressing my cheek.

i couldn't take it anymore.... i pull him towards me my back against the wall and kiss slow and meaningfully.

"i love you and right now i want to be with you and not at home with my dad.Being with you is a risk I'd rather take" i reply then he kisses me long and holds my waist while running his right hand through my hair.

"ok" he says licking his bottom lip once he lets go "We can leave later tonight yeah?"he finishes holding my hand and leading me back into the dining room.

i smile in response.

part of me is saddened by the thought of leaving tonight because i want to spend more time with him and surprisingly i had fun with everyone else even though i hate them so much. (correction: hated them so much, they aren't as bad as i thought.)

part of me is relieved to be going home tonight because I'm still hoping for a chance i can get away with coming to the party and knowing my dad, hes probably drunk anyways so he wouldn't notice.

Though im terrified.

Part of me is mortified by the thought of what he would do to me if he found out.

what if he came in to my room to check on me? what he opened the door to let me go free but realized i escaped? What would i do then?

i guess i wont know until i get home....

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Authors note

it really was stupid of her to risk coming to the party and staying till late the next day but i what is she thinking.Though lets be hones.... its cute she wants to risk everything to be with Adam longer ♥♥♥ Adley ♥♥♥

so do you think Ashley will get away with it

or

will she come home to more punishments

thx for reading

Amy Xx