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I pull my legs to myself as I rubbed my puffy eyes whilst the sun shone through my window right on my face.
I groan out and desperately wanted to keep sleeping but I couldn't. As I grabbed my phone I could literally break out in tears to see that I only slept for two hours.
I can't wait to have Justin back next to me.
Being awake all night is no fun to me since I need at least eleven hours of sleep each day.
Pulling my blanket over my face and begging my brain to shut down and let me continue sleeping. But I didn't. I couldn't.
In harsh moves I angrily threw my blanket away and hit my face over and over again on my pillow and slammed the sides of it against my ears.
6 am.
I had never been awake at 6 am. Not even for school.
My hand found its own way to call Justin through FaceTime so he'd make me fall asleep but I even freaked out more when he wasn't reachable.
I can't believe it.
"Fuck you." I hiss to myself and hated myself for not being able to sleep without him.
I started imagining him laying next to me, whispering in his dark and low voice how beautiful I am and how he wished me sweet dreams.
Damn it, he's a dream.
Pulling my knees a little higher as I huffed out exhausted. I suddenly felt so lonely and let my tear out because I miss him like crazy.
What did I do to deserve this?
I called him again, and my heart was close to have an attack when it started ringing which means he's awake. And I never loved him more for being someone who wakes up early volunteer.
My heart sinks when he answers my call and I saw his eyes being puffy and swollen too, he rubbed them and slowly opened one eye to look at me.
I bite my own lip after seeing his whole face swollen.
He also had no sleep.
"Who's dying that you woke up so early?" He mumbled under his breath and making me chuckle already.
"I couldn't sleep..." I confess and waited for him to agree. Oh my god, I miss him to death I feel like I'm dying without him.
