Shawn was leaving for a few months today. It was the 25th of January and the next time I'll be seeing Shawn will be on my birthday which is in two months.
Karen, Manuel, Aaliyah and I were all dropping Shawn off to the airport.
"Come on Shawn! You're gonna miss your flight! Everyone's waiting for you!" I had my hands resting on the stair case banister as I shouted up to Shawn.
"I'm coming!!" Shawn said running down with a huge black suitcase that was ripping at the sides.
"Jesus Christ Shawn! How much are you taking?"
"I'm going away for two months before I come home."
I playfully rolled my eyes. "Come on! Let's go!"
I opened the door shoving everyone out. We sat in the car. Manuel was driving, karen was at the front and Aaliyah, Shawn and I were sitting at the back.
It was 7:30 am. Shawn had his resting on my chest as I messed around with his curly, brown locks because I knew that will relax him before the flight.
I noticed shawns breath getting heavier and small snores leaving his mouth. I looked down and saw him fast asleep. I felt a lump in the my throat. I didn't want him to leave since all the things with the fans have been happening.
I felt a thin film of tears covering my eyes. I small tear escaped my eyes. I pulled my hand away from shawns hair and quickly wiped away my tear. I felt Shawn slightly jump.
"What?" Shawn said while his voice was croaky.
He looked up at me and his face went a little funny.
"Baby, are you okay?" He said will lifting his head from my chest and holding my hands looking into my eyes.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I felt another tear fall from my face. The lump my throat got thicker.
"No you're not." Shawn pulled me into a hug rubbing my hair and leaving kisses on top of my head.
"I love you..." I whispered into shawns chest.
"I love you too..." Shawn said into my hair.
***
We got to the airport. While we walked in their were a bunch of fans and paparazzi. We shielded our eyes from the flashes as we walked in.
We had gotten to security. Now was the dreaded good bye.
"Don't worry... it's not forever. I'll be back." Shawn said pulling into a hug.
"I know..."
"I know how much you hate good byes so I'll say see you later." Shawn said knowing that would cheer me up a little.
"I'll see you later..."
Shawn pecked my lips and then hugged Aaliyah, Karen and Manuel.
Shawn walked off. I could see how excited he was to leave. I didn't want to ruin his happiness.
Shawn walked off. I walked off. We walked off.
"It's not forever..."
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