"I can't do this!" I shouted overtop of a screaming Nathan.
"You can, I promise you!!" My mum said, rubbing my back.
It was 4am. Mum and Karen were still staying with us.
I had Nathan on my back and walked around the room. I walked over to Shawn and rested my head on his shoulder. I felt my eyes starting to well up. My tears fell on to shawns shoulders.
"Hey, hey. Don't cry... it will be fine. We just need to be patient..." Shawn said. He lifted my head up gently so i would look at at. He wiped away my tears.
"I'm so tired. I just want to sleep." I said looking up at Shawn.
"I know, I know." Shawn said while kissing the top of my head.
***
I woke up. Nathan was laying peacefully on my chest. I looked at my phone and saw it was 9:32am. I looked next to me and saw Shawn wasn't there.
I slowly put Nathan down next to me and went on my phone and went through Instagram and took a few snaps. I heard my bedroom door open and saw a shirtless Shawn walk in with breakfast.
He placed the tray on my lap. There was a LARGE cup of coffee, and a HUGE pile of pancakes.
"Shaawwwnniieee. Thank yoouuu!!" I saw stretching my arms out so he could come and give me a hug.
Shawn walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me and squeezed me. "Thank you!" I said.
I raised the cup of coffee to my lip and Nathan woke up. I looked at the time and it was 10:12am. It was time for him to eat.
I put the coffee down and lifted my top up to feed him. Nathan drank the milk.
"Here. Let me feed you while you're doing that." Shawn said playfully rolling his eyes.
He cut a bit of the pancake. "Open your mouth, hunny." Shawn said with a wide smile.
Syrup fell down my face. I pouted my lips at Shawn and gave him a sarcastic glare. Shawn moved closer to me and licked the syrup that fell. He moved to my lips and started to give me gentle kisses. Our lips moved in sync.
"Hey Hannah and shaw-. OH MY GOD! I'm so sorry, if Ive interrupted anything. " I looked up and saw Aaliyah standing there with her hand covering her eyes.
"Oh Hey liyah! When did you get here?" Shawn said.
"Just now. Just came in here to say hi, and mum if you wanted to do anything today."
"Uhhh... I don't really have anything I'm desperate to doo..."
Nathan started pulling away from my boob implying that he didn't want to to feed anymore.
"Can I see my nephew?" Aaliyah asked in Awh of Nathan.
I nodded my head over. She walked over and sat next to me. "He's so precious!"
I passed Nathan to her. "Can you burp him for me please?" I asked, hoping she wouldn't say no.
She rolled her eyes and started to burp him. I carried on eating my pancakes.
***
We all sat on the sofas, we were watching greys anatomy. I felt like I could finally sit down, because nate was upstairs sleeping. I heard the front door go. I looked at Shawn confused. Shawn got up and answered the door.
"Hiii!!" I heard a familiar voice.
I ran to the front door and wrapped my arms around the person at the door. "MIIILLLLAAAAA!!! You're here!! I've missed you so much!!!"
Towards the end of my pregnancy I didn't really see any of my friends. "How comes you're here?!" I said.
"I needed to see Nathan and my two best friends, who are now parents!!!! By the way, how is being a parent!!?"
"Tiring!!" I said sarcastically! "Nah I'm some what kidding, I love it!"
"Where is he?"
"Upstairs, sleeping. We could creep up and see him." Shawn said with grin.
"Come on. Let go!" I said walking upstairs.
We walked upstairs and walked into Nathan's room. Camila towered over his crib.
"Oh my gooddd... he's so precious..." she said whispering looking back at Shawn and I.
"Shawn, how are you a dad? I mean, I get how Hannah is because she's always wanted to be a young mum, BUT YOU??!! You're going to drop the baby!!" Camila said as we walked downstairs.
"I haven't dropped him!" Shawn said being very defensive.
"YET!" Aaliyah shouted as we walked into the front room.
"Youuu!!" Shawn said running over to Aaliyah and play fighting with her.
"Shawn!! You're crushing me!!" Aaliyah said, trying to push Shawn off of her.
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