Shawn was coming home today and I wasn't to excited since we haven't spoken since I found out he was going clubbing almost every night and getting black out drunk every night. Brian told me all of this because he was getting genuinely worried for shawn.
I was in the car in between skylar who was fast asleep and Nathan who sat patiently watching cartoons on my phone.
We were outside the airport and we weren't going to go in because it was already going to have a whole crowd of fans and paparazzi and I didn't want the kids being moody for Shawn when he gets back.
I heard two taps on the window and the door slid open. Shawn made immediate eye contact with the kids and had a huge smile on his face. "Hey babies." He cooed "I've missed you guys so much." His voice made sky wake up and as soon as she saw shawn face she cracked the biggest smile. "Hey baby." He laughed softly to sky "Hey." He said to me.
"Hey." I bit the inside of my cheek.
"Hey buddy!" Shawn hugged Nate as he was strapped into his seat. "I've missed you." He kissed the top of his head before reaching over to hold sky's hand.
"Get into the car so we can see the rest of your family." I joked
Shawn jogged over to the passenger seat and strapped himself in. "Where were you daddy?" Nathan asked
He turned around and faced him "You know how daddy makes songs, he goes to Perform then. Maybe when you're older you can come watch me." He smiled excitedly.
***
We got to Karen and mannys house and the smell of a roast dinner that she always made when she got home From tour rushed up our noses.
Shawn ran to the kitchen leaving me so sort the kids out by myself, like I've been for the past four month. I heard multiple squeals from Aaliyah and Karen.
I hobbled into the kitchen with Gripping on to my index finger and sky wrapping her arms so tightly around my neck I felt like I was getting strangled "thanks for the help." I sarcastically smiled at shawn before turning to Karen Aaliyah and manny to give them hugs and kisses.
"Are you not going to say sorry shawn?" Manny asked
"Not like you've havent only just said one word to me since you've been back." I mumbled
"What's wrong with you?" Shawn faced me and furrowed his eyebrows.
"I'm not doing this here." I rolled my eyes
"Yo, guys, let's not argue. Shawn, youve just come back." Aaliyah said over top of us.
Sky sat on the counter tops and had her legs around me. She put her arms around me and hugged me and I wrapped my arms around her and swayed us side to side.
"So, Shawn what are you doing for your birthday?" Karen asked
"I hired out a club and we are all gonna party." He smiled
I rolled my eyes. Didn't put into consideration that he's got two kids at home who's he's going to have to look after because I've been looking after completely by myself for four months while he's been away on tour and partying and drinking every night.
"Oh, Okay." Karen said quietly.
***
We were staying at Shawns parents tonight because shawn was really dying to.
We laid in bed next to each other and I hated us being like this. We had this weird tension between us and it was really uncomfortable and unsettling.
I turned around to shawn and started to kiss his next softly hoping it would spark something in between us so we could get back to our old selves.
I moved to his lips and kissed them. He pulled away and looked at me "I'm really tired." He whispered "tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow." I mumbled and turned back around feeling like a fool.
The whole night I could see in the corner of my eye the glare of Shawns phone and an occasional burst of laughter come out every now and again
what happened to, "im tired" ¿?
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@shawnandhannah: Shawn leaving the airport today!! He's finally back home!! The second picture makes me so soft and EMO!! 💜🌸✨☁️💕💕💗💛✨💕💕✨💛💕💜 Shawns finally got a family of his own to come home to 💕💕💕
