I finally laid down. I rested my head on shawns chest. Nathan barely slept during the nights. We were constantly getting up and down, not getting any sleep. Thankfully shawns been helping out LOADS!!
I finally shut my eyes. What felt like seconds, when it was actually hours, Nathan started to cry again. I got up got him out of his crib and took him into our room. I gently sat back down on the bed and rubbed Nathan's head. I had my head on shawns chest and we laid there.
"What time is it?" I said looking up at Shawn and giving him a weak smile.
"6." Shawn replied while yawning.
"I'm so tired..." I saw nuzzling my head into shawns chest.
"Here, let me take nate and let you sleep up here. I'm not going to fall asleep." Shawn said.
"You sure?"
"Yeah. Let me take him. I mean, how hard can it be, all he does during the day is sit there and sleep."
"Okay..."
I lifted nate off of my chest and placed him shawns arms. I chuckled to myself because of how tiny nate looked in shawns arms.
Shawn tucked me in and placed a kiss on my forehead before shutting the door slightly. My eyes shut like a light.
***
A few hours have passed. I rolled over and felt a masculine body hit mine. My eyes fluttered open and I saw Shawn laying next to me with Nathan laying on his bare chest.
I rubbed my thumb on Nathan's cheek. I looked up at Shawn and saw him in a light sleep.
I propped myself up and whispered in shawns ear "you guys are cute.."
I saw a small smile appear on Shawns face. He kissed the top of my head. Shawn pulled me in a grip. He rubbed his hand up and down my arm. I laid there in a peaceful silence.
***
We all eventually woke up. We got ready because my mum and Shawns mum were coming over and staying a few nights to help Shawn and I out. I got in the shower and Shawn had to get Nathan ready.
I could hear Shawn struggling and cursing under his breath when he was messing up. I playfully rolled my eyes and I wrapped a towel around me. I walked out and let my hair out of my towel and walked over to a frustrated Shawn.
"Here, let me do it..." I said while watching Shawn struggling.
I put the baby grow on. Shawn looked at me and pulled me into a hug. "You smell nice." Shawn said.
I turned around and laughed. "You're so random."
I pecked Shawns lips. He pulled me into a deeper and longer kiss. My arms were around his neck and his were around my waist. We pulled our lips away. He rested his head on my shoulder and left gently pecks on my neck.
"I love you." I said.
Shawn and I haven't really appreciated each other in along time.
"I love you too..."
I pulled away from the hug and walked to my wardrobe. I wore a black baggy shirt with sweat pants. Shawn wore a white shirt with sweat pants.
I decided to wear very simple makeup. I put on a bit of concealer, mascara, and a tinted lip balm.
The door bell rang. I picked up Nathan and walked the door. Mum and Karen stood there itching to get in and see their grandson.
"Helllooo" I said giving both of them a kiss. "Come in!"
The walked in. We sat down on the sofa. "How's it like being a mum?" Karen asked.
"I love ittt! It's so nice. He's actually the cutest baby in the world I think!!" I said blushing.
"Let me seee him!" Karen said while squealing. I placed Nathan in her arms. "He looks just like Shawn when he was a baby!" Karen said looking up at Shawn.
You could see them smirk on Shawns face. He stood in front of me. "Sit down. Why are you standing?"
Shawn sat down next to me and threw his GIANT legs on me. "Jesus Christ Shawn! I don't think you know I'm A LOT smaller than you and your legs are very heavy!" I said playfully rolling my eyes and trying to push shawns legs off of me.
Shawn playfully rolled his eyes and pecked my lips. We both looked back at our mums and saw a massive grin on their faces.
"What?" Shawn said while laughing.
"You guys are so cute!" My mum said.
"Muuummm!!" I said
Shawn started to blush.
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