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Chapter 99

26th August 2023

I drove off after dropping sky and Nate off at mums and my phone started to ring.

I took one look and then took another hoping it would be Shawns name. I mean, it was kinda related to Shawn, it was Karen.

"Hey Karen, what's up?" I started to reverse

"Hey Hannah... are you free?" She asked

"Yeah," I poked my head up from the steering wheel "why what's up?"

"I know you and Shawn are broken up but can you pop over to his please?" She kindly requested

I took a deep breath and was going to decline what she said. But I needed to see him and this is the perfect time and excuse. Avia and Sam would be upset but I don't care. "Yeah, I can." I felt a burst inside of me

"Do you still have to keys to his apartment?"

"Yeah I do. I'll make my way now" I smiled

"Alright my darling. I'll speak to you later."

"Do you still want to see the kids?"

"Of course!" I could hear the smile in her voice.

"Alright then, I'll see you in a few days. I'm outside his apartment right now. I'll call you later and I'll tell you how it went."

"Alright bye. Love you."

"Love you too." I blew a kiss even though she couldn't see him.

I got my keys, drink and phone in one hand and made my way to his apartment.

I got in the lift and my heart was literally going at 100 mph. I couldn't catch my breath. I was anxious, excited, nervous. I could t describe it.

I walked out of the lift and stopped in the middle of the corridor. You can turn back and he would never know I was here.

I took a deep breath and shook my head away from my thoughts.

I unlocked the door and the apartment looked the exact same. It was crazy being here.

I looked around and didn't see shawn. The apartment was really clean. It looked like it hadn't even had any one in here. "Shawn?" I called....... no response.

I went to his bedroom and saw his body, laying there while he watched tv. He didn't even notice my presence. It's like I wasn't actually there. "Shawn?" I said softly

He looked at me. His eyes were bright red, his cheeks were tear stained. "Ha- Hannah." He said completely shocked to see me "what are you doing here?" I moved up on the bed

"Your mum called me to check up on you." I sat by him.

"Why?" We looked at each other

The eye contact was really intense "I'm not sure.." the way it came out it was almost like a whisper. He looked like he hadn't washed in a few days. "I'll run you a bath." I stood up needing to get away from the situation.

I went to his en-suite and started to run him a bath. The hot water poured and splashed. I went into one of his draws to get a bath bomb out and a bubble bar.

I sat on the edge of the bath while crumbling the bubble bar. Shawn came in "take your clothes off then or are you getting in fully clothed?" I joked

He took his top off and jeans. "This is how we use to run nates baths." He smirked while getting in.

"I know. I thought I would make your bath more interesting." I cracked a smile and he did too.

"How are the kids?" I asked as I poured the water over his curly brown locks