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Chapter 106

12th September 2023

Olivia made her way out of the house which I was dying for her to leave because Jack was hiding upstairs from her because I didn't really want them to meet because Olivia showed up very unexpectedly.

She did keep on asking about jack thought so she already kinda knew what was going on.

She put her hand on the wall as she put her shoes on. "Who's shoes are they?" She asked looking at jacks sneakers

I started stuttering "Shawns."

She started to smirk "I know Shawns shoe size because i bought him shoes a few years ago for his birthday and Shawn would never wear those." She playfully rolled her eyes before nudging my shoulder "just admit you and jack are together"

"No saying anything." I smirked

"Alright then. I'm off, I'll see you soon." She hugged me "bye, love you." I opened the front door for her

"Love you too." She walked out and got into her car.

I shut the door want Waited to hear her car drive off before I called up to jack "you can come down now!!"

Jack skipped a few steps as he walked down. "Do you want to go on a walk or the park? It's a nice day out and the kids can let some energy out."

"I don't mind. Let me ask Nathan first though."

I turned around using the heels of my feet and went to the playroom. "Do you want to go park with jack and mummy?" I asked him

"Yesssshhh!!!" He squealed and sprinted to the front door and waited for me to put his shoes on.

"Your brother is always leaving you Isnt he sky?" I picked her up before kissing her cheek.

I went back to the hallway and saw Nathan with his shoes on and jack holding him and they both had huge smiles on their faces.

"So we are ready to leave then?" I giggled at their faces

Nathan frantically nodded his head.

***

We got to the park and Nathan started running around going crazy and sky had fallen asleep on the way over here and was sleeping.

Jack put his head on my lap. I locked our fingers. We sat there in a peaceful silence but I couldn't help but think about shawn.

"You alright?" Jack snapped me out of my daydream

"Hm?" I stopped staring at the floor "Yeah I'm fine. Just thinking." I smiled before getting up and saying "I'm gonna go up and play with Nathan."

I walked away and sat on the swings. Nathan sat on my lap. I looked at him "god you look just like shawn."

I swung us back and fourth. I really wanted the kids to see shawn because I can tell that they miss him. But I also didn't know if it was an excuse for me to see him as well.

Jack came over while pushing skylar "should we get going? It's starting to get really chilly."

"Yeah lets go." I tired to hold back my tears.

I started to walk and jack put a hand around my waist "Are you sure you're okay?"

"I'm fine." I laughed as a tear fell "I'm just tired and the wind is making my eyes water." I lied

He kissed the top of my head then we carried on walking.

***

I felt a hand on my stomach. I opened my eyes and saw jacks back towards me as he watched tv with his hand on my stomach.