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Chapter 79

30th November 2021

I made me coffee as I held sky in my hands. Shawn was going to the studio today for the first time since sky had been born which meant that i was going to be left alone for the first time with both of them.

Nathan came over Shawn shoulders squealing out of excitement as Shawn ran around the living room with him as if Nate was a plane. "Muuummmyyy!!" He screamed and giggled

"That's enough Shawn." I playfully rolled my eyes as Shawn placed nate onto the kitchen counters.

I tied my hair up into a messy bun and took a sip of my coffee. "Han, I need to go, my cars waiting outside!" Shawn shouted from the front door.

"Alright then. Good luck, text me when you get there."

"Will do, Bye" Shawn said then the door shut.

"Now it's just me and you kiddo." I pouted to Nathan

"Sissy?" Nathan questioned

"And Sissy." I ruffled is hair.

"Daddy?" He furrowed his eyebrows

"Daddy's at work babe." I gave his food and sat down next to him at the table.

***

I FaceTime Karen . "Hey Hannah what's up?"

"Nothing much, Shawns gone to the studio, and both of the babies are sleeping." I explained

"Awwhh, how are they?" She cooed

"They are good. I underestimated how hard it is looking after two babies."

"I know, it's a huge change. You don't get much sleep."

"I know." I pulled the blanket over my legs as they started getting cold.

"Try and sleep while they are as well." She said

"I've got so much stuff to do. The laundry's just get bigger and I feel like I'm doing it everyday. There's a bunch of dishes in the sink and dishwasher." I rolled my eyes. "There's just so much to do!" My voice broke

"Is shawn helping out? How's he treating you."

"You can tell he is trying but we've been arguing none stop and I'm tired of it. I slept in Nate's room last night." I looked at karen and she looked disappointed. "He gets in a strop when he's tired and he gets super grumpy and snappy with me as if I'm not tired as well, you know. I just don't want to talk to him."

"I would gladly take nate for a night so you and Shawn can spend time together." Karen offered

"You've got work this next morning, you don't have to, but thanks for the offer." I smiled at her

"Here's an idea. I'll try to talk to him now and then when he gets home talk to him."

"No you don't have to."

"I know, but I don't think it's fair that you're doing everything."

"Thank you so much karen."

"I need to go now darling. I'll speak to you later, bye."

"Bye, love you." I said as the call ended.

***

Shawn got home. Nathan jumped off the sofa and ran over to Shawn wrapping his tiny arms around his legs. "Hi buddy." He smiled ruffling with his hair.

Shawn came into the living with Nathan in his arms. "Hey." I looked up at him

"Hey." He sat next to me "Mum phoned me while I was in the studio."