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Chapter 108

23rd September 2023

Shawn ❤️:
We have to talk. We have two kids together and I think it would be a stupid if I didn't get to see them because of a mistake I made. I know what I done was fucked up. I just need to speak to you face to face. I know how much shit I've put you through these past 14 days and how everything's been in the media. I don't know who these "insiders" are but I need you to know all the stuff that they've been isn't true. Those "statements" that have been coming out are not from me. I know you aren't going to take me back but I need you to know how much I love you, how much I care for you and the kids. All these years we've spent together it would be a waste to throw it all down the drain.
I love you. Shawn x
Read at 12:43

I read the message that Shawn had just sent me out to avia and camila. "What are you going to do?" Camila asked "i know you know what you need to do."

I wiped my tears away and locked my phone "I'm upset because I don't know if I can actually co-parent with Shawn. I know I can't do it. It's going to be too hard but I miss him so much but I hate him at the same time ."

"Why don't you meet up with Shawn just you and him first then you can slowly start meeting up more but with the kids. I think for the first time you need to do it just you two so you guys won't argue and the kids don't have to see it." Avia suggested.

"That's a good idea. You need put your feelings aside and just talk. You have to be selfless. The kids are going to see their dad everywhere. He is literally everywhere there's no way of you hiding them from him."

I put my head back trying to push the tears back "but I'm genuinely scared that all my feelings for him are going to come back. I don't know how I'm going to react when I see him."

"Send a message back saying You want to meet up with him later on today just you and him then you'll think about co parenting." Avia put my phone back in my hand

"Where you going ma?" Nathan asked from the kitchen

"What time should I say?" I asked

"Say now. Camila and I can look after the kids while you're gone." Avia said

"Mummy's going to go shopping but you're going to stay here with auntie avia and auntie camila and you guys are going to have so much fun." I sniffled

"Yessss because auntie mila and avia are so much fun!!!" Camila squealed and ran to Nathan giving him a big kiss

Hannah ❤️:

We need to meet up, without the kids first. Then we can start talking about co-parenting. If you're free today we can meet up and talk and pray we don't get seen by fans or paparazzi .
Read at 12:54

Shawn ❤️:
I'm free all day today. I can pick you up now and we can drive somewhere and talk in the car
Read at 12:56

Hannah ❤️:
Okay, I'll see you then
Read ad 12:57

"We are meeting like right now. He's gonna come pick me up and we are gonna drive some where." I said to them

"Go sort yourself out." Avia laughed "you've already had a shower. Just put some makeup on."

"I'm going." I stood up from my seat and walked up to my bedroom

I sat at the dresser and started to apply my makeup. I went for something really simple, concealer, mascara a tiny bit of blush and a nude lipstick.