MS.NOTHING MEETS MR.POPULAR

[53]- read at your own risk

guys this is "read at your own risk" chapter so please. 13 years old below. its up to you :)

[53]

Nakatayo padin ako sa harap ng malaking pinto. Papasok ba ko? ano namang sasabihin ko sakanya?

‘austin sorry?’

‘austin mag usap tayo’

Mababaliw na ko. ano ba kasing gagawin ko?! no choice ko kundi buksan yung pinto. Shet thea wag kang mag collapse! Papasok lang ako okay kaya ko to. shet kinakabahan talaga ako! nakakashet lang talaga. Wala nang ibang lumalabas sa bibig ko kundi shet! Pagpasok ko kala ko makikita ko syang nakaupo sa living room nanunuod ng basketball o kaya naman sa dining kumakain kaso wala sya. nilapitan ko kagad si manang para itanong kung nasan sya. hindi ko na itatanong kung nasan si kuya travs dahil siguradong magkasama nanaman sila ni ate Nadine. Somewhere in batanggas ata. So here I am. Finding a person who don’t wanna show up. Austin where the heck are you?! Now I find myself walking papunta sa garden. Expecting na sana nandun sya. but then wala. One last place. Sana nandun sya. hindi ko na alam kung san sya hahanapin. Or kung uuwi ba sya ngayong araw. Kung didiretso ba sya sa condo nila dahil hindi nya kayang makasama ako. ang daming pumapasok sa utak ko.

Umakyat ako papunta sa kwarto nya. I didn’t knock. Kasi if ever na nandun sya pag kumatok ako alam kong hindi nya yun bubuksan. I opened the door. There he was. Madilim. Patay yung mga ilaw. Tanging sikat lang ng araw na natatakpan pa ng kurtina yung nagbibigaw liwanag sa kwarto nya. Everything is a mess. His bed, study table, even his closet. Ano bang ginagawa nya?! Takot akong maglakad palapit sakanya. Hindi ko alam kung anong pwede nyang gawin. Galit ba sya? tanga ka ba thea?! Malamang galit yan. 

Unti unti akong lumapit sakanya. He was staring blankly at the windows. I know that he knew I was here. Walking towards him. Pero bakit ganito. I’m feeling guilty deep inside. Ako ba talaga yung mali?

“a-austin” mahinang tawag ko sakanya. Hoping that he’ll response. But then I failed. Nilapitan ko sya. umupo sa tabi nya. Atsaka niyakap sya. nagumpisa akong umiyak. humagulgol. He hugged me back. I missed this. I missed him. Why didn’t I realized earlier that I love him?

“stop crying. I’m here. I’ll always be here” I hugged him tight. Na parang wala ng bukas.

“I’m sorry” mahinang sabi nya pero ramdam na ramdam ko yung sincerity nya.

“n-no. I should be the one to say sorry. Austin. Sorry. Sorry for everything. What d’you want me to do? Iiwasan ko na ba si ekek? I’m really sorry” he lean towards me and held my cheeks. He’s wiping my tears away.

“you don’t have to do that. I’m really sorry marie. Napaka impulsive ko. jealousy strikes. Hindi mo ko masisisi. Ganyan kayo ka close ni nico noon. T-takot lang akong mawala ka ulit sakin” I smiled at him.

“hindi na ulit ako mawawala sayo. Hinding hindi na” I can see that he’s confused.

“what d’you mean?” I kneeled in front of him. Holding his hand.

“sinasagot na kita” he looked at me with disgust on his face.

“I’m not even courting you”

“fuck you” I said in a pissed tone. Tumayo ako at tumalikod sakanya. But he hugged me. A back hug. It made me shiver. This guy. He never fails to make me happy.

“eto naman hindi na ma joke.” He’s still hugging me. He sat down the bed pulling me down. I’m now sitting on his lap.

“I love you” he whispered into my ears. 3 little words. But meant everything for me. He loves me.

“I love you too”

I faced him. He’s leaning towards me. Inches away. He’s looking into my eyes. Showing the affection, the love he has for me. How can I let go of this guy? His lips met mine. We’re kissing. Not just a French kiss. But a passionate one. I can feel the love. Not the lust. I can feel his presence. I love him. I know that I love him. It was a long kiss. His lips we’re running down my neck. I don’t care. All I know is that I love the guy that’s in front of me. I’m still sitting on his lap. I can feel something. Something hard. He looked into my eyes.

“I’m sorry” he said. He was about to stand up when i kissed him again.

“no. continue please” I said inbetween our kiss. Is this wrong? Should we stop? I love him. I love this guy. He’s everything to me. I can feel his hands unbuttoning my school uniform. I can feel his hands touching my waist. My skin.

 

Then suddenly it happened.

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to be continued . .

juice colored. di ko kakayanin gumawa ng BS chapter. again read at your own risk po ito. if you want me to put a BS chapter comment nyo nalang po or message nyo ko. this was short iknow. supposed to be kasi one update lang ako. but then naisip kong ituloy na since wala naman akong ginagawa. enjoy reading :)