x Ziam One Shots x

I just want you to be happy.

Summary: Liam loves Zayn but he's taken. Suicide Attempts, complication, but they end up together anyway. /Side Ziall

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Harry wasn’t stupid, He knew how Liam looked at Zayn, yet, Liam knew he couldn’t be with Zayn, you want to know why? Because there’s Ziall, Ziall is real. Harry knew it from the moment he was accidently staring at Louis who was looking at Zayn and Zayn only.

Harry tried his ways of trying to get Liam busy, he tried asking Liam out, not a date, just a normal hang out, maybe Liam will be able to see someone who can fill the empty spaces in Liam’s heart, though as I said once, Harry wasn’t stupid. He knew only Zayn can fill the empty spaces in Liam’s heart. After the concert, where people were screaming for the boys, For Larry, for Niam, because people think Liam and Niall pounds each other backstage, which was extremely stupid.

Harry talked to Liam about it, and Liam was full of hope, Harry said it was a good thing to tell Zayn, and then Liam was too excited, He’ve arranged for the perfect date, the perfect night, yet, when Zayn arrives home, he squeels about;

“Niall and I are together”

And as I said, Harry wasn’t stupid and so he knew, it broke Liam, more than it should be. Liam’s head was always empty, he didn’t knew how to help himself, he didn’t knew how to express himself, he doesn’t understand what love is anymore, not when Zayn isn’t his anymore.

Before, they knew it, Liam was suicidal.

He would scream when he’s alone, his eyes would go bloodshot red, his breath stink with alcohol, and Liam wasn’t him anymore. He’d cry himself at night and tells himself;

“Please, Liam. Please, not Zayn. You can’t hurt Niall”

He’ll look at the mirror, and then looks at his appearance, maybe it’s because he wasn’t blonde like Niall, but Liam would dye his hair if that’s what Zayn wanted or maybe it’s because Niall was beard-less and Liam wasn’t, but Liam would shave everyday if that’s what Zayn wanted or maybe because Niall is just so beautiful and perfect and Liam was nothing.

Liam wasn’t okay anymore, maybe he needed something more, He needed Zayn. He would do anything for Zayn, and when he saw Zayn he didn’t know what to feel, he just approached him and kissed him, while Zayn stayed Idle. Liam was nearly crying and he wasn’t yet feeling anything, he wanted to speak and so he did.

“I love you” He mutters

“Do you really think I would leave Niall for you?” Zayn asked, and it wasn’t the right words he should’ve blurted, but before he knew it, Liam disappeared, and everyone was screaming, Zayn follows the screams, it was Harry screaming, followed by Paul’s shout for help, What was happening?

Before Zayn could register, the ambulance were coming and they all were heading down.

“What happened?” Zayn managed to ask

“He jumped! He committed suicide” Harry said and walks away going around Liam, waiting for him to move, speak or atleast whimper, or do anything. But to no avail, He’s not moving.

When they arrive in the hospital, Liam’s in the ER, they tried to do everything, and everything, the doctor comes out with a sigh, Louis stands up and goes to the doctor and Harry does the same, Niall who was calming Zayn down stood up and wanted to know how was Liam doing, and then the doctor starts to speak;

“I have good news and bad news, what do you want me to go with first?” The doctor asked

“We’ll go with the good news first” Harry said