What's wrong with my life?

Chapter 19

"I will get you one way or another " he said. "No leave me alone stay away"I said. "No bitch it's either you or your little boyfriend" he said. "Fuck you" I spat at him. "Now you've done it" he said grabbing my arm. "Let me go" I told him. "Nah bitch you should've taken me back" he said. "Kj please I'll take you back if you let me go. We can be together please just" i said through tears. "No just shut up" he said. "If you talk again I swear I'll kill you" he said. Next thing I know Xai came busting through the door with his crew. "Xai no just leave he's going to hurt you" I screamed. "He ain't gon do shit come ere" he said. "If you move I'll shoot you" kJ whispered. "I can't Xai I can't leave him he's my.. boyfriend" I said winking. "Oh that's your nigga now" he said. "Yea nigga she's my bitch so y'all can leave us alone" kJ said. "Igh but aye before we leave-POW!"
I jumped out of my sleep breathing hard, shaking and crying. Not because Xai killed kJ it's because I'm scared of him coming back. I looked at my phone to see it was 6:30 I got up and got ready since I had to talk to boss before a certain time. I lied to my sister and told her I have a job. Well it's not really a lie but you know. I did my usual morning routine. Picked out a cute casual outfit and told Xai I was on my way then called lyft.
30 minutes later
I knocked on his door and heard muffling inside. He opened the door. "You didn't have to put your weed up I ain't 12" I said. "How you know what I was doing" he asked. "Because I heard you moving stuff around and I can smell it" I said. "You wanna smoke or something" he said. "No I stopped" I told him. "Mm you just don't want to smoke with me cause I'm not that Spanish nigga" he said. "Who Julian How you know about him?" I asked. "Yea that nigga. Don't worry about how I know him" I rolled my eyes. "Roll up then" I said. He rolled up and we smoked and after a while we left and went to the trap. "Was good" some Jamaican man said. I smiled while Xai said wassup bones I'm guessing that's his name. "His name is bones?" I asked. "Yea we all get a name" xai said. "What's your name"
"Everyone knows me by killa, Trey is shoota" he told me. I nodded. "Wassup boss" "hey boss" we greeted. "Take her to get dressed" he said. We left and went down some stairs to a dressing room. "Why do I have to change?" I asked. "I don't know you look straight to me" he said. I low key got mad because I looked cute not straight. "Bye Xai I'll send her to you later" some girl said. He left and the girl who name is Jessica put my hair in a messy bun and did my eyebrows. Then she picked out a outfit it was black ripped jeans and a red bandanna type shirt. With some red timbs. Then she topped it off with some lipgloss. "Thank you I look so cute" I said. "No problem Lil killa" she said. I smiled. "Here attach this to your bra" she said handing me a little microphone. "Put this in your sock" she said handing me a knife. "Put this on your neck." "what's this?" "A camera but if they ask you stole it" she said. "Now you can go back upstairs" she said. I walked upstairs and some boy bumped into me. "Oh shit my bad ma" he said. "You straight" I said. "Damn I never seen you before" he said eyeing me. "Yea I'm kind of new" I said. "Oh well where you goin."
"I'm trying to find Xai" I said. "Killa?"
"Yea." "Igh I'll take you to his office if you go on a date with me" he said. "Ok" I said. "Igh give me your number" I gave it to him and he took me to Xai's office. "Thanks" i said walking in. "No problem baby girl."  "Yo Why you wa-Nia?" He asked. "Yes pooh" I said. "You look good" he said. "Thanks" i said. "No problem you got leave soon so here" he gave me a iPhone XR.  "You know that boy that walked me here?" He gave me a raised eyebrow. "Yea I know errybody here why you like him" he said. "No he just asked me on a date" I told him. "Oh Igh hold up." He grabbed a phone. "Yo send fuego to my office." "Fire?" He nodded. He came walking in. "Wassup" he said walking in. "Sit down" Xai said. He sat next to me. This boy is so damn fine but I'm not going to do Xai like that. "Boss needs you to drive her to her location" Xai said. "Igh you want me to go undercover as a driver or some shit" he said. "Yea" he said. He nodded and left. "Xai I'm going to miss you I don't want to leave you." "I know baby girl you gon be okay we hear everything that's going on" he said. I got up and gave him a hug. "Igh ima miss you but it's time to go." "Ok" I left and got in the car. "Are you scared?"he asked. "Yea a little" i said. "I was scared my first mission too" "what did you do?" "I sold weed" I laughed at him. "You think that's funny?" He asked. Which made me laugh more. "Yes how you get scared to sell weed" I said. "I was 10 and I was selling to grown ass niggas with guns." "You poor baby" I said poking my lip out. "Damn I see how you do me" he said laughing. I got a flash on my phone.
Xai😍- stop talking to that nigga and delete my number off your phone so my donor don't see it
I laughed at him and did as told. "Can you do me a huge favor?" I asked him. I just realized I had my other phone so I'll just tell fuego to give it to Xai to drop it off at my house. "Yea wassup." "Can I trust you?" "Uh yea" he said confusingly. "Can you take this phone to Xai?" I asked. Even if he didn't Xai ass is listening anyways. "Yea I got you" he said. "One last thing why do they call you fuego?" "Because I'm always setting shit on fire" he said laughing. Weird ass nigga.
Unknown - Nia I'm not playing
Me- I just had to ask sorry
Unknown- Igh now delete this too and if he don't give me your other phone I'm going to kill him.
Me- Ok good luck with that.
I deleted the number and waited. "Igh we here good luck" "Thanks here give this to xai." I said handing my phone to him.

I walked to the gate and took a deep breathe. "You got this don't worry breathe nigga" I said to myself. I pressed the buzzer. "Who are you" the voice said. "I'm here to see the boss reaper" I said. "Oh Igh ima buzz you in." The buzzer went off and the gate open it was so beautiful I stood amazed. I walked in and I seen the guards standing around with guns. I walked up to the door where two guards stood they patted me down then opened the door. "Wassup you need to go to the boss right?" Some girl asked. "Yes" I said. "Follow me" she walked down some stairs and into what I thought was a basement but it was his office. She knocked on the door and we went inside. "Hello" he said. "Hi" i said. "Thank you lannie" he said. She nodded and left. "So how may I help you" "I really need a job and I always wanted to be apart of this mob since I was a little girl" I said lying straight through my teeth. "Why this one in particular?"
"Because people in our society make women feel worthless but in this mob I won't have to feel worthless. I can shoot anyone that makes me feel worthless" I said. "Mmm do you have your papers?"
"Yes I do" I said giving them to him. "Your name is Nia,your 18, Senior, normal life, fights a lot hmm where are your parents?" "My mom and dad are dead." I answered. "Okay well I don't see a reason not to hire you but I have to see your phone real quick" he said I gave him my phone and he went through it. Invasion of privacy. "You're hired." He said. "Really!? Thank you you won't be sorry" I said trying to act happy. "Yea we got a big mission coming up. We need all the help we can get." "If you don't mind me asking what kind of mission?" "It's about my family. My son is in a mob and I want him dead. He wasn't supposed to make it this far. I didn't want him or the other one I just wanted to live life my wife couldn't accept that so I left." He said. "Do you regret it" I asked. "Hell no" he laughed. Damn that's gotta hurt. "Oh" "I hate that lil nigga so much I fucked one of his closest friends" he said laughing even harder. "So what do I do now?" "Train"
Next thing I know someone came and brought me to a boxing type room and pushed me on the floor. "Get up" the muscular girl said. "How the fuck you gon push me and say get up?" I said. "I'm not going to say it again." I got up then she punched me and I fell again. "What the fuck!?" I was getting hella aggravated. I got up and swung but she weaved. Then she kicked me out cold.

"Wake up" I barely heard someone say slapping me. "If you slap me again.." I said as I gained conscience. "What you gon do?"
I got up and tackled that bitch to the floor then threw punch after punch. I took my knife out my sock and put it to her throat. "Any last words?" I said. "That's enough" reaper said.  "Get her off" he told someone. "Don't touch me I can get up myself" I said getting up. "Were going to call you reckless" he said. "All this for a name?" "Yes how do you think any of us got here" lannie said. "You know once your in there's no way out right?" Reaper said. "Yea unless I kill you and take over" I said. He looked shocked
"I'm kidding" I said laughing No the fuck I'm not. "You aren't scared of me are you?" He asked. "No should I be." "If you want to live" he said. I shrugged. "There's a meeting in 5 be there" he told everyone. "Uh lannie can you show me where to go" I said. "Of course follow me" she said. How the hell did she get in she's so nice. "I have a question" I said. "What's that"
"How'd you get in." "I had no choice he killed my parents and then made me work for him. I tried to find my big brother but he was already gone" she said with teary eyes. "Do you still look for him" I asked. "No I tried but it's like he went ghost his name is Mateo" she said. "Last question how did he kill your parents?" I said. "Set them on fire." I nodded. Damn she's only nice cause she's scared of him.