What's wrong with my life?

Chapter 68

Xai POV
I woke up to see Nia on the floor in front of the tv. After Mateo called she couldn't sleep. It was 8:45 and now I was worried about her. "Baby come back to bed." "I can't sleep. Xai I feel so bad. I knew what was going on in her life I could've been moved her out. I could've put her in my condo. But I didn't. I should've helped her." "Nia it's not your fault." "I know what it feels like...to be raped. It happened to me." "I know baby but just come back to bed. I can't sleep knowing you're not in my arms." "I have to get ready." "For what?" "Uh my job." "That's at 10." "And it's almost 9." "Call off." "I can't." "Yes you can." She sighed then went on her phone. Like ima let her leave the house. "Xai." "Hmm." "Can we go see her." "Right now?" "Yes get up." She said tugging on the cover. I'm still iffy bout her. "I know you don't like her but please let's go." "She's weird man." She stares at me. "She's weird?" I nodded. "She's like a mini me. So if you think she's weird then you think I'm weird too." What? "I did not say that." "You just did. Fine I'll go by myself." She stripped off her clothes then went in the bathroom.

So she think she can just get naked in front of me now. I hopped out of the bed joining her in the shower. "Why are you in here?" I started to kiss on her. "Xai..we can't." "Just a quickie." "Noah is here." "He sleep." With that we started to do it in the shower. Then when we got out we did it on the sink counter. "Fuckkk." I groaned "we...gotta...go." "Uh Huh." "Mmhm." Then we went back into the shower. I think this engagement was the best thing ever. We fuck so much and every time we do I fall even harder. Just me looking at her turns me on. Shit. "Can we go again?" "No." She hit me in the chest with her towel. "Ouch." "Boy that ain't hurt. Oh my gosh babe it's 12:00." "Well let's go." We went in Noah's room and he was already up. "Hi." He said eating some cereal. "How'd you get cereal?" "I made it. Want some?" I looked at her and her eyes tear'd up. Oh shit smh. "You made your own cereal?" He nodded. "Aww come here." They started hugging. "You're growing up so fast." "Noah put on a jacket and some shoes we bout to go."

We eventually pulled up to Mateo house. We got out and Nia unlocked the door. I still don't understand why she has a key to his house but okay. "MATEO!?" I laughed and shook my head. "YOU BETTER BE HERE TOO!" A few minutes later he came jogging down the stairs. "Shh people are sleeping." "Why? Get them up the hell." "Nia. You can't just come in my house giving me orders." "Daddy can I go to my room." I nodded. With that he ran upstairs. "You lucky I don't curse you out for killing someone in front of her." "We already talked about this." "Well I want to talk about it again. Do you know how deep that trauma is going to be? She's not going to want to do shit. If y'all ever feel like y'all want to have sex she's gonna be paranoid because she's gonna have ptsd of the moment that she got raped and then someone she actually likes comes in the room and shoots the person." "I'm bout to roll up." He said ignoring everything she just said. I started to laugh but i instantly stopped. "She's upstairs in my room."  Nia went upstairs while I smoked with him.

Nia POV
I walked upstairs walking into Mateos room. Asia was sitting there with her hair all over her head. She was watching cartoons. "Hey." I said getting in the bed with her. "hey.."
I didn't know what to say now. I don't wanna ask a dumb question and I don't wanna trigger anything. "I emailed all the parents that we needed a week off." "Okay." "You hungry? I can take you and your brothers out to eat." "Yeah I am kinda hungry. But I don't want to leave the bed.." "Okay I'll order it and have Mateo or Xai pick it up." She nodded. "You want anything in particular?" "Breakfast?" I ordered a catering meal from my favorite breakfast spot. Then I went downstairs and told the guys so they can pick it up. "Hey Ms. Nia." Jaden said. "Hi how'd you sleep?" "I had to get new to the bed at first but I slept good." I nodded. "Mateo you gave them tooth brushes, soap, towel and rags?" He rolled his eyes. "Yes Nia." I mugged him. I'm pissed at him right now. "Where's your brother?" "Still sleep." "You want to come with me to pick up some things?" He nodded. "Okay go get ready." "Where you going?" "I want to get them some stuff so they won't be bored. I'll pick up the food too." "Ima com- "No I got it stay here." "So you- "I got it Xai." He put his hands up. I went back upstairs to let Asia know what I was doing. When I figured she was okay with it I went back downstairs. "Where's Xai?" I asked Mateo. "He left with Jayden." Now I'm getting frustrated. "Okay." With that I went back upstairs.

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Heyyyy guysss I'm so glad you're still reading this book. I had writers block for a while but the quarantine got me back on track😫. I hope you guys are being safe with all this stuff going on. But love you and enjoy the rest of the book and check out my other ones💓❕