What's wrong with my life?

Chapter 59

Xai POV
I sat there watching her as she cried. She didn't notice I was there. "Hey." She looked up at me. Then looked back down crying harder. I walked over to where she was getting in her bed holding her. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so so sorry." I said. "It's not your fault Xai." "I love you." I said. She didn't say anything. I held her tighter. "Where's noah? Is he okay?" "He's with ma. He's the one who saved you." "Xai..Victor..he hurt me. He raped me and put his..he put his dick in my mouth. He- "I'm sorry he did that to you." "Did you kill him?" I nodded. She grabbed my hand. "Xai." "Hmm." "I love you too." "Nia I'm going to get you security." She nodded. "Is Julian okay?" "I don't know but I can check." "Please." I got up and went to the reception desk. "Where's doctor Marcy?" "Hold up. Doctor Marcy please come to the reception desk." She said into the intercom. A couple of minutes later she showed up. "Yes?" "How's the guy we brought in here?" "He was beat pretty bad. We had to stitch him up because he had been cut with a knife." I nodded. "Can I talk to him?" She nodded then pointed to Jilly's room. I went in seeing her and trey holding each other. Then I went to the other side. He sat there looking hurt. "Hey." He looked up. "Wassup." "I just came to see if you was straight." He nodded. "I'm sorry. I didn't know that the party would've went down like that. I mean i thought at the most my ex would've been the one to mess with her. I should've stayed with her the whole night. I don't even know how he found out where she live." "It's ight I'm not stressing nun. But since you and her are friends I'm going to need you to protect her whenever she's around you. I'm gonna get her a security guard but he's going to protect her when she's home, or when she wants to go somewhere by herself. But if she's out with you or the girls she won't need protection." "Okay I can do that. How is she?" "She ight. But aye get well soon." I said as I dapped him up then went back to nia room. I walked in and she looked up. "How is he?" "He's good he just worried about you." She sighed. "Can you stay?" "Yeah are you hungry?" "No I'm not in the mood to eat." I nodded. I still can't believe gitt raped her. Now she can't even have my seeds. Now I wish I can kill him all over again. Pussy ass.
Nia POV
All I could think about was all the bad things that happened in my life. Now I can't have kids. I wish he would've just shot me. But at least I still have Noah. But I really want my own in the future. Xai probably doesn't want me anymore because I can't have his seed. So now he doesn't need me I wouldn't even be mad if he cheated. I didn't imagine this to be my freaking life. "Baby it's going to be okay I'm right here." I kept crying as he held me.

2 weeks later...
I was at home with my feet on Xai's lap when I thought about last week. Everything was starting to make since. "Xai." "Hmm?" "You should be happy." "What're you talking about?" "Well you didn't want me to be a swimsuit model you wanted me to stay home and house sit. You got what you wanted." "You tryna put this on me?" "I mean you knew if I was sad that you could come back and play hero soo." "What the fuck is wrong with you- "YOUUUU!! You are what's wrong with me my life was annoying but it was straight before you brung yo ass in it." "Mommy?" "Go back in my room Noah." "I'm not bout to do this with you." "Because you know I'm right." "Nah you must be on yo period because you straight tripping." "Get out." "Ight I'm gone." "Asshole." He tried to go in my room to get Noah. "No bye I can take care of him myself byeee." He shook his head then left. I locked the door slowly falling to the ground crying. "Moomyyy!?" Noah called running towards me. He held me with his small arms. "Shhh mommy it's going to be okay." I quickly wiped my face. "Come here." I tickled him until his laugh made me feel better.

Next Day...
Xai POV
As much as I try to forget about her ass. What Nia said keeps ringing in my head. I just want to be with her for the rest of my life. I want to marry her annoying ass. But she's making it so hard for me. I haven't really been in the game like that either. I even started online college so that I can be a football player. But she act like she don't care. She just want to fucking act crazy and argue all day. Ion got time for that shit.

Nia POV
"Are you hungry?" I asked Noah. "No I want to playyy." "Well babe I don't have any toys." "Tell daddy bring sum back." "Well daddy isn't coming back." "Why?" "He's home." "Why he not take me home?" "You don't want to be with mommy?" He looked around. "But mommy it's boring." "Okay fine I'll take you to your dad then." "Yayy!" Even he don't want to be around me. At least Xaine likes me. "Why you like your dad so much?" I asked a little jealous. "Daddy lets me play PS4." "Of course he does." I said rolling my eyes. We started walking to the car as the bodyguard followed. "You don't have to follow me you know I'm only dropping him off to his stupid ass father." "I can't let you out of my sight Mrs. Taylor." "Unt uh that's not my last name. I ain't marrying that bastard." "My apologies." I nodded as I got in the back with Noah. "Can't even drive my own car." I mumbled. "What was that Ms. Nia?" "I said take it slow please." I rolled my eyes as I laid my head on Noah's. "Mommy?" "Hmm?" "When you coming back to stay with us?" ...how am I supposed to answer that? ..Oh sweetie never ..Oh sweet heart I hate your father. Like what? "Whenever you want me to come over and spend a night I will or you can come to my boring house." I said as I started tickling him. "I'll even come pick you up from school and we can have a fun day without daddy." He laughed and nodded.