What's wrong with my life?

Chapter 26

I thought about that day again
"No stop please stop" I cried. "No shut up!" He yelled at me. "Please Kj I don't want to do this." "Lay down." He threw me on the bed. I cried and tried screaming but no words came out. "You have a beautiful body." "Leave. Me. Alone" I said through gritted teeth. I picked up a picture of us and hit him with it. Then I ran no bra and all. I ran till I couldn't run no more. "That's why nobody will ever love you. You never let them fuck." He screamed from down the street. "Aye Nia why you don't let nobody in. You scared to lose your virginity to a real man." He said laughing. I heard his laugh still ringing in my head. Get out get out. My mom just died yesterday but he didn't care he tried to take care of me while I was down.
I was now in my bed in the dark listening to sad music. I was in my depression stage. We only had a month left of school so that means I would be off to college soon.Jilly, Kirah, and Trey graduating with me. While Lannie just got here but she's a junior this year so I'll still have two of my girls. There was a knock on the door. "Nia?" Tasha said coming in. "I don't want to be bothered." I said turning the other way. "Are you okay." "Yea just leave." "Nia come on what's
wrong?" "I seen him." "Kj?" "Yes he said he missed me and that he is going to get me." "What do you mean get you?" She said sitting down. "He wants me back as his girl." "What!? Why?" "I don't know. Can we move?" "No then he's going to see that he's got you where he wants you." "Well can you give me money so I can stay somewhere else." "No your staying here." "I don't be here anyways." "Yea you think I don't know that. You probably with that boy being grown." "Excuse me? If anything you be the one locked up in the room with a nigga that don't even care about you. He cheats on you 24/7. Yo-"I'm the one who provides for you. You always out late and shit. While I be worrying about you and every time I call grandma she says you are with Xai." "I never said you didn't provide for me. Yea I be with Xai because he cares about me. He shows me mad love and he shows me that I matter." "Oh yea and what is it that I show you huh" "You show me that your a punk and you let a nigga run your life how many times has he cheated on you but your still with him- "GET OUT!" "What!?" "You heard me pack your shit and get out." "Igh." I said getting my suitcase i already had packed and putting more clothes in. I took all my pictures of me and my mom. I put all my stuff at the door. "Wow so like Tasha kicks her baby sister out but doesn't kick her worthless man out." I say loud enough for her to here. Then I go outside and lock the door. I walk down the stairs. Now what do I do. Shit. I can't tell my grandma because her and my sister aren't on speaking terms. I know who I can call.
Me- Hello
Jilly- Hey girl trey told me what happened
Me- Oh yea that
Jilly- What's wrong
Me- I got kicked out the house.
Jilly- Omg are you okay where are you.
Me- I'm outside my house
Jilly- its 10:00 at night
Me- I know bu-
Jilly- I'm on the way
She hung up. My phone started ringing so I looked down to see Tasha calling. I pressed the power button to silent it.
She called me 4 more times and left 11 messages.
I wanted to turn my phone off.
I got my stuff and walked to the front of the apartment opening thing. Jilly came speeding down the street. She seen me and stopped. "Hey girl get in." I put my stuff in the backseat and got in. "Are you okay? Did you call Xai? What are you going to do? Are you okay? What happened?"She said. "Me and my sister got into an argument and I got kicked out. I haven't talked to Xai. I don't know what I'm going to do. And yes I'm okay." "You should tell him. Really he was worried about you." "I'll tell him tomorrow." "No call him now." "Ok mom" I say jokingly. She laughed. I and called Xai. He didn't pick up. "He didn't answer I guess he's sleep." Just then he called back. "That's him? Answer"
Me-Hello
Xai- Wassup ma
Me- I got kicked out
Xai- Damn. Well where you at
Me-Ima be at jilly's House.
Xai- I'ma come get you
Nia-No you don't have to
Xai- I'm already in the car.
Nia- Ok
We hung up. "What did he say?" Jilly asked paying more attention to me than the road. "He's coming to get me from your house." "Ok." She said pulling up in her driveway. I can't lie her house was huge. Her parents was never home either. So she did whatever she wanted. "Why don't you ever have parties." "I am for the last day of school and the whole summer. You should stay with me during the summer." She said excitingly. "Really?" "Yes you, Lannie and kirah. We can have girls night all the time." We got out the car. "And I have a movie theaters in my house. We are going to have a blast." She was still talking about something. "You know I was so happy you called." "Really?" "Yes girl I be so bored when I get home that's why I be going to every party." "Why don't you just be with trey then?" "Please me and trey not even together he really be messing with all these other girls. But I don't care I be messing with these niggas." "Damn." I said. "Maybe one day we will get together but I'm a playa and so is he." She said shrugging. "Your staying here right?" "What you mean?" "Your still going to the same school?" "Oh yea." She said. There was a knock at the door. "Damn he drive fast." Jilly said getting up. She looked out the peephole then stuck her tongue out doing a dance. She opened the door and it was trey. "Sorry babe I couldn't sleep." He said walking in. "Hey trey." I said scaring him. "Wassup...Nia what are you doing here." "What are you doing here?" I said. "I came to be with my girl she can't be lonely in this house." I didn't say anything. Then there was another knock. This time it was Xai. "Damn now Xai here." Trey said confused. "He just came to get Nia." "Oh why we all up at the same time." "The question is why are you up." He scratched his head. Welp here comes a lie. I grabbed all my bags. "Bye jills see you tomorrow." "See ya." She said walking behind me to lock the door. Me and Xai got in the Jeep. "You always come in this car when your coming to get me." "This your favorite init?" "Yea it is." He seemed mad so I left it alone. I don't have time for his attitude. I adjusted my body and went to sleep. I didn't even know I was tired.