What's wrong with my life?

Chapter 52

Xai POV
While I was on the phone with her I figured out where she is so I'm bout to go over there and see what the problem is. She really this mad over a fucking job. I don't know why she posting up in her underwear anways. I'll kill her little ass with no hesitation. If she doesn't come back to stay with me that's exactly what's going to happen. Ima off her ass I don't give a fuck. Shit she needs me not the other way around. I grabbed my gun and broke into mateos house. I walked into the house and seen her dancing and the girls drunk asf laughing at her. I walked up behind her and grabbed her taking her upstairs. "Why are you hereeee" I slammed her on the wall not on no abusive shit though. "You tryna make me look stupid?" "Nigga what?" "So you done right?" "Yeah ion fuck with yo bitch ass. Go find someone else and tell them what to do because I ain't the one." "You not?"
Nia POV
Don't be a dumb bitch.. don't be a dumb bitch. "Nah I ain't the one. Now let me go and you can leave." He let me go and I started walking away only to get pulled back. He grabbed my neck and kissed me. Throwing me on the bed. I was now being a dumb bitch kissing him back. Nah I can't.. "Move" I pushed him off getting up. "You gotta go." I walked out the room and back downstairs.
"Girll go get that dickkk!!" Jilly said. "I'll be back." I just wanna be alone. I decided to go to his mom house. But first I turned of my location off and checked for any trackers. She's honestly the only person I can to talk to.

As I pulled up I really contemplated on if I should do this. Should it really be over? Just like that? I mean I haven't even been by myself in awhile. I don't even know what I want to do with my life. "Maybe this is for the best." I said to myself and got out the car. I knocked on the door and waited. She then came to the door and smiled while holding her hands out. I embraced her hug. "It's gonna be okay. He's just being stupid." We stood there for a little minute. "Come on in." I walked in and sat on the couch. "Don't worry he won't know you were here." I nodded. She went in the kitchen as I waited for her. "So are you two done?" "Yes I just don't agree with his ways." "And that will be?" "He doesn't like me modeling. I guess he thinks that I'm going to cheat on him." "No honey he doesn't like you showing off what he believes is his." "But mama T i- "I know you don't understand know but if you don't wanna live like that. Then leave..Go ahead and be free. He'll do what ever it takes to get you back and I mean whatever but you have to stay strong and believe you are doing this for you. So you can stay strong. Maybe y'all need a break.." "You think so?" She nodded. "You need time to yourself. You need to figure out who you are and what you want to do. It's your life and you need to live it." "Your right..I still have stuff I wanna do and low key baby Noah is in the way of my freedom." "Exactly and he is not your child he is Xaiver's little brother." "Thank you mama T." "Now go to his job and ask his boss to get you somewhere to stay tell him I told you too. Then you go back to work and you do whatever it takes." I nodded and got up to hug her.
"Mommyy I- NIAAA!!" Xaine shouted as he seen me. I turned to see him running up to me I held my hands out and he jumped up. "You never come see me no more." "I know I've been busy.. but soon I'm going to come get you and we're going to have a lot of fun together." "With baby Noah?" "I'll see about that." I smiled and put him down. "Well love I'm gonna head out." He poked his lip out. "I got some things to do. You can always call me you know." He smiled which caused me to smile. "Girl you need to go out and find someone. Go experiment." I laughed. "I'm serious you're beautiful you need to go out and grab some hoes." "Mama.." I laughed as I nudged her. "Nia you stay?" "No I'm about to go now actually." He poked his lip out. "I love you come here." He came over to where I was and hugged me. "Okay I have to go now for real." I have them hugs and with that I left. I decided to walk around the mall for a little. I don't know why but buying new things makes me feel better.

I walked into Journeys to look at some vans. "Can I help you with anything?" I turned around and was shocked. "Omg Juliann??" I gave him a hug. I let go eventually and took a look at him. Got Damn this man is fine. "Damn girl wassuh how you been?" "I been good. What about you?" "Could be better. How are you and X- "We aren't together anymore." "Damn I thought y'all was going to get married." I busted out laughing. "Nah. But what about you..are you seeing anyone?" "Nah I've just been working to be honest." "I should've known you'd end up in a shoe store." He laughed. "Yeah this just a temporary job I'm actually building my own business." "That's so good. What is it going to be?" "A shoe company. My own shit." "Wow that's amazing ju." "Yeah so your a swimsuit model now?" "Yeah you seen my pictures?" "Shit everybody been seeing your pictures. All on the explore page and shit." I laughed.  "You should text me whenever you're free. To catch up." "Yeah how bout tomorrow? We can get lunch or something." "Yeah I can do that. Do you have these in a size 6?" "Let me go check." How did he get more fine?? I have to go to the trap after this so I can talk boss into getting me an apartment or something. Mateo isn't coming back anytime soon. But I still need my own place. "Here you go." "Thank you. You wanna ring me up?" He nodded. We went over to the cash register. "That'll be zero dollars and zero cents." I turned my head to the side. "Stop playing ju. How much I owe you?" "Nothing. I paid for it already." I smiled. "Thank you. But I could've bought it myself." "I know but I wanted to buy them for you." He gave me the bag and I gave him another hug then I left.
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