What's wrong with my life?

Chapter 60

Nieci POV
Eventually the stupid bodyguard pulled up and we got out. I unlocked the door and went inside. Xai was sitting on the couch rolling up. I rolled my eyes. "Daddy!!" Noah screamed running toward him. "Couldn't handle him?" "Of course you say that." I rolled my eyes. "Hey Noah how bout you go play the game in your room me and mommy have to talk." He nodded then started running. "AYE WALK!" I said giving him the eye.
"Now what?" "Nia why you always doing me like this you now I would never do no shit like that." "I don't know what your capable of Xai." I sighed. "Nia I don't want this for us. I want you to feel safe around me and know if you are going through something I'll be there. I want you to- "Xai I- "No listen.. I love you. I fucking love you and I want you to be in my life for the rest of my life. I want you to know that I want you to feel that. I don't want nobody else but you with me. I don't care if you don't wanna be with me. I'm not going to stop until you are right back on my side." "Xai you have brought nothing but pain to my already painful life." "I'm sorry nia but I'm changing for the better. I started college. I'm leaving the game. I'm bout to start a clean slate. And I want to say you're the reason why." I felt my eyes tearing up. I'm in too deep I might as well just suck it up and take him back. "I swear Xai if you hurt me or if anything else happens I'm leaving you and you won't find me." "Okay I won't hurt you. I want this forever." I finally let my guard down then jumped into his arms kissing him. (C A U T I O N: This scene is a little sexual so if you aren't supposed to be reading it skip pass😊) He then laid us on the couch while he kissed my neck. He lifted up my dress and started kissing my stomach. Pulling my panties down. "Wait..Noah's upstairs." "I'll be quick. You just gotta be quiet." He kissed my vagina then started to eat me out. "ohhh.." I whispered as my eyes rolled to the back of my head. It's been so longg bitch I forgot how good this shit felt. I pushed his head down as I bit my lip. "Mmm..fuckk." "Shhhh." He slurped it up then stopped. "I can't... don't you remember what happened two weeks ago?" "So what I know my body I'm good now." "Nah I'll eat you out but that's it. Ima wait a couple more weeks." I nodded. "Anyways I got to go.. The girls wanna hang out." He nodded trying to hug me but I dodged.

Later On...
"So are y'all back together or..?" "I don't really know." I said as we sat in my condo eating ice cream. "I feel like I might as well be with him. He said he's changing for the better." "You believe him?" I nodded. "Well get back with him." I nodded. "Unless you're happier without him." Lannie said. "I'm not I feel kinda lonely. But I think it's about time I start my life." "Yeah I think it's about time we all do." We laughed. "But definitely keep this place. You guys shouldn't move in together until after you decide to take the big jump if you know what I mean." We talked some more then eventually they left. I took my bath with my candles then went to bed.