Kidnapped By Him |Theo James

Chapter 31

Ruth's POV

I read the following article 'Theo James' fiancé, Kristal Burke, pregnant?'

What the hell? That bitch is pregnant?

I stormed out to my bathroom. "How the hell is she better than me?" I applied tons of makeup on my face. "I want to be prefect. I need to be perfect" I mumbled as I brushed on my powder. When I finished I looked like a model. Perfect.

When I looked for the perfect black dress I took my pills. Well it's anti depressions and I didn't need them. Ugh I hate my doctor.

I need to be perfect for Theo.

I pulled on my red heels and walked out to the London streets.

I need to be perfect for Theo.

I hailed a cab and rode to the nearest bar. The flashing lights and signs that the bar displayed. I just need to cut off some slack.

After 3 glasses of beer, I was completely wasted. I decided to call my manager since he was the only one who is still my friend. "Hey what's up?" his deep voice ringed in my ears.

Sounds just like Theo. Gosh I missed those days. All the endless nights spent on a phone call Theo and I started.

"Hey your voice is loud Josh," I slurred.

"And you are drunk.....again. I'll pick you up okay? Are you at the bar close to your apartment right?" His deep voice penetrated through my phone.

"Yea see you Joshy" I replied. I ordered another glass and waited for Josh to pick me up. I checked the time on my phone.

'12:56' it read. It isn't that late. I walked to the washroom to freshen up.

As I reapplied my makeup, my vision started to blur. I shook my head to clear my mind. I reapplied my red lipstick.

Theo always loved red on me.

When I got back, Josh was sitting there on one of the bar stools surrounded by dancing drunk people. I walked towards him but stumbled in my red heels. Luckily Josh catches me or I'll just be another drunk laying on the floor. "Watch yourself Ruth," his voice ran through as his arm wrapped around me.

Just like Theo.

His brown eyes looked into mine. Burning into my veins.

Theo.

He wore a sweatshirt and pants.

Theodore.

Why am I thinking of Josh being Theo?

I didn't care.

Josh's arm held me up and he ushered me to the door and into his car. "I told you many times to stop drinking Ruth," he lectured me for the millionth time.

"I know but you need to party! Gosh loosen up Joshy!" I laughed.

He didn't look amused. "Ruth I'm tired of picking you up all the time. Come on let's get you back home," he strapped me in with the seatbelt. I looked into his eyes and wondered to his lips.

Theo.

I pushed my intoxicated lips into his fully sober ones. He didn't react to anything at all until a few moments later our lips moved against each other. I started to grab his neck and push us farther into the kiss but his strong force pushed me away. "We can't do this," he breathed out as he drove out of the parking lot.

I was giggling like a little girl, "Again Josh! Loosen up!" I made hand movements to show I was not serious at all.

Josh ended up carrying me up to my apartment. "Do you want to freshen up?" he asked as he went into the washroom. I didn't answer.

Then I went into dead sleep.

Josh's POV

I grabbed a bowl and a washcloth in her closet and filled the bowl with warm water.

My normal routine.

I'm used to where everything is and prepared everything for the next night. As always it helps me.

I walked to the intoxicated body laying on the bed. Ruth was always like this. Going out every night then having me to pick her up. I started to wash her face. Sweat, makeup, and vomit came off her beautiful face. I continued to her hair as she stirred in her sleep. Her blond hair all clean and dry just like it was supposed to be.

Josh, you'll never get a chance with her.

Especially when she wants her ex back. Is his name Theo James or something? I don't know but it's the guy that plays the tough tatted guy in the film Divergent.

She is always talking about him.

I cleaned her arms, legs, and body. Striped her down and got her some fresh clothes. This is not what a assistant should do.

A lot of people say that I should quit because of what Ruth does to me but I want to stick around.

I always liked her.

I began to wash parts of her body with the now dirty washcloth. She moved her hand and clutched mine. "T-theo," she whispered.

Again. That guy.

I didn't respond. I didn't want to. Well I didn't know how.

Ruth began to open her eyes, swaying back and forth and began to get up. Her soft hand caressed my face as she kissed my lips. Our lips were moving and moving against each other. I began to give in as her arm was around me to press my body to hers. I hand was on her shoulder as she pushed me down onto her.

What was I doing.

I woke up to the loudness of London. Also to a girl that I took advantage of.

Ruth remembers nothing. Good. I didn't want her to remember anything. Her arm was around my body and her head was on my chest. Her beautiful complexion glows as the very little sunshine seeps through the blinds.

I can't believe I took advantage of her.

I slowly moved her arm and head off of me, laying it on her pillow. I got off of the bed and got dressed.

She won't remember what happened.

She was dressed in her clothes by the time I started with her breakfast.

I didn't want to leave her. Never. But I'll never get a chance to be with her. Ever.

I made her bacon, eggs, and toast with a glass of orange juice and set that on the counter. I wrote her a note and placed it next to the plate. I checked on her before I was going to leave and kissed her temple. "Goodbye Ruth," I whispered as I grabbed my sweatshirt and walked out.

I wanted to stay with her. But

why would she want me....

(And yes I wrote the final part while listening to Stay With Me by Sam Smith. I admit it was really sweet. Anyway here's the new update!! Hope you guys liked it. Sooo Josh idk his last name yet is a new character in this fanfic. But I don't know who should be Josh. What celebrity should have the part? idk :/ So that's it!! Bye!)