I'm not gay

Mark

"He slapped you?" I hummed in amusement as my eyes watched Kira, her eyes wide and foggy with tears, putting on one hell of a show as she described her 'assault' story against my significant other.

"Yes! And I don't understand why at all!" She declared and I tilted my head, observing the faint mark on her cheek. He certainly got her good, it was bruised very lightly. Sean told me what happened, he wasn't very amused when I laughed.

He was jealous. Which was both cute and flattering.

I allowed my eyes to look Kira over, a soft smile on my face. She was very beautiful, but she sadly let her looks get to her head, expecting her attractiveness to get her whatever she wanted.

I'm surprised she didn't try to sue Sean. I assume she just wanted to have a reason to come cry to me for a pity fuck session. Maybe if she had come seven or eight months prior, I would've been all for it.

"I don't understand how you could be friends with a faggot like him!" She snarled and I felt my muscles stiffen as I looked away to Chica who wrestled with her chew toy, fighting a battle she knew she'd win.

"Friends... Yes... I assume you haven't been informed that I'm actually dating him? I guess I'm a faggot too?" I lifted my closed fist to my face and bit down on my thumb, watching as her expression changed drastically.

"I... Uh... I knew you too were... Involved but dating?" She blushed furiously and I tilted my head at her. "Listen Kira, just because you and I had sex once and I dropped you the morning after doesn't mean I do that to every other person. I know it's shocking but I'm not an open feast for everyone to take a bite out of. I fucked you because I needed a distraction. Now you are of no use to me so stop harassing me and my boyfriend", I had every intention to hurt her feelings like she hurt Sean's.

No one gets away with hurting my Sean.

"You... You used me!" She snapped at me once she let my words digest in her mind and I rolled my eyes.

"Please, I'm certainly not the first person to have done that", I hissed and she stood abruptly, my eyes following her every movement.

"What did you even come here for? What did you expect to have happened?"

"I came to tell you that you're making a mistake with being involved with that... Gay cunt! But now I find out you've been dating him too! He doesn't deserve you!" She exclaimed and I hung my head in fatigue.

"What? And you do?"

She turned so her back faced me with her arms stubbornly crossed over her chest, reminding me of a bratty child. "I know you pity him and that's why you're involved with him, you can tell me Mark, it can be our secret!" She suddenly turned to me, her eyes swollen with desperate tears.

I leaned back in my seat and gawk at her in wonder. How desperate is she? I insult her and push her away yet she continues to insist I don't mean it. Is she really that fucking thick? Does she really think just because of her crocodile tears I'm going to sink and submit to her attempts?

"What?"

She hurried up to me and got on her knees, my eyes widening as I pressed my thighs together. Just in case she got any crazy ideas.

"I can give you... So much more!" She exclaimed and took my hand, bringing it to cup her breast. Of course my mind and my body were rebelling against one another. My body yearning for more but my mind screaming in panic.

Is this cheating? No I didn't do this on my own account. But I can stop this before it goes too far.

"Oh-Kay it was really nice seeing you again Kira but I think it's getting really late and I really think you should be going now!" I peeked and leaped out of my seat which heading for the door.

She watched me and glared before doing the last thing, well not the last, I'd expect her to do. She lowered her shirt for me to see her bare chest, my reaction was ridiculous as I shrieked and turned to leave the room but instead I smacked into the door.

"Jesus Christ! Put your clothes back on woman!"

"What does he have that I don't!?"

"Well a few things, dignity, knowledge of when enough is enough- hang on, that's a lie, he has no idea of when enough is enough. He's got a dick in case you weren't aware. He doesn't whore himself at me and he isn't malicious towards my exes unless they give a reason to", I snapped at her and she looked away.

"Besides... I don't love you Kira. You're a beautiful girl and I'm sure one day you'll find someone better than me who will love you as much as I love Jack. I know it's hard, considering how godlike I am, but second best will do I suppose. Now please make this easier for both of us and go", I opened the door and watched as she reluctantly collected her things, sparing me one last look before exiting.

I shut the door quickly before she could change her mind and sunk slightly.

"Good job me, you're officially a somewhat good boyfriend", I slid down the door until I sat on the ground, patting myself on the back.

I sucked in a deep breath as my eyes looked around the somber looking house. Everything in LA seems so dull without Sean here. I hated being cheesy but that's what it felt like.

How does love change you so drastically?

I'll never know.

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(I was gonna end it here buuuuut since I took so long to update I'll just continue)

"I know what you're thinking. Stop giving me that look and fucking say it!"

"Say what?" Danny exchanged a look with Arin before they both returned their gaze to me.

"I told you so! Feel better?" I snapped and my cheeks swelled with a deep redness. "Significantly actually", Arin chuckled and nudged his best friend.

"They grow up so fast! It felt like yesterday when I had to throw you against the wall for being a homophobic cock! Oh the memories!" Danny dramatically made sobbing sounds and wiped a fake tear at the cover of his eye.

"Yeah yeah, fuck you", I looked around the restaurant, my heart beating with livelihood as I awaited my significant others arrival. Amy, whom I had finally made piece with, along with Ethan and Kathryn were picking him up and bringing him to the restaurant, since Sean decided he wanted to spend his day with Ethan despite the fact that he and I haven't seen each other in a month.

"It's reached that point where he gets so tired of you that he'd rather spend time with an even gayer boy like Ethan", Arin commented as if he could read my thoughts.

"What makes you think Ethan is gay?" I looked at him and he chuckled. "He strikes me as gay. That's all", for some reason this made me really paranoid.

"Sean's not leaving you for Ethan, don't listen to Arin he's just an idiot", Danny whopped the back of Arin's head.

I didn't get to say anything more because before I knew it I felt soft and familiar lips pressed against the side of my face, my aimless concerns wash away in an instant.

God help me I'm so in love.

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Heya guys, I'm back. I would give a really good excuse as to why this update took so long but in reality I was just lazy and watching Game of thrones (since I'm behind).

But anyway! Thank you all for being so patient with me! It really means a lot!

~ShadowIsEm~