I'm not gay

Third

~Third person point of view~

It doesn't feel very good. Naturally any logical human being with common sense could understand the deep hurt this situation could surely bring. Most would view it with anger or disgust, maybe even pity but about 90% of them would neglect to do anything in order to justify the situation.

Mark was getting a taste of his own medicine.

Someone you love... Someone you respect and trust belittling you for the fact that you cannot control your emotions.

He was raised that way. Homosexuals were a type of blasphemy that should be turned against. He didn't mean to be like that, he didn't mean to hurt Sean in the way he had. Every single day he remembers how he treated Sean. How he beat him and degraded him. How the fuck did Sean forgive him for that?

If it were Mark in that situation, he would've shunned that person forever. Sean was blindly in love with Mark. Mark pitied him.

Of course these thoughts became more... Apparent when he made his coming out video and officially announced his relationship with Sean to the world. Most of the fans were estatic, naturally since the ship has been praised to oblivion. Fans and friends saw the video.

Family saw the video.

His brother. His mother. A few aunts and cousins.

Most of his family sent him a string of messages interogating him on the issue, however their responses were more understanding than reprimanding. They'd love him no matter what.

Then there were the other messages. His brother and mother. Momiplier didn't message him but Tom did get in contact with Mark. Physically.

He was so kind as to swing by Mark's house and address him directly. Of course it probably would have been better if Mark answered the door himself.

Before he knew it, he heard Sean scream out and dashed to his partner's aid. With adrenalein pulsing through his veins, he tore his sibling's hands from his beloved's throat and shielded Sean from any more harm.

"You fucking faggot! Seduced my baby brother to become as repulsive as you! I should fucking shoot you!" Tom threatened and Mark's eyes narrowed as he felt Sean curl up into his back in attempt to hide himself.

"Calm down Tom", Mark said in a leveled voice, looking back at Sean with a worried glance before he looked back at his older brother.

"Calm down? Please Mark! You can't be serious? What's gotten into you to go against everything you know!" Tom laughed cynically, Mark's eye twitched at his words.

It hurt.

"I'm not talking to you like this Jason, you need to calm down and promise you won't touch Jack again", he watched his brother roll his shoulders back stubbornly.

Sean thought Mark was bad before, god now he had to face his brother and maybe eventually his mother. The thought made his stomach churn in fear.

"I saw your video", Tom started after a moment of glaring at Mark, tucking his fingers in the pockets of his jacket. "I figured", Mark traced his tongue over his lower lip as he looked back at Sean again who stared back up into his eyes.

"Go put some ice on your neck, okay? If it burns it'll soothe it", he whispered and gave Sean a serious look to which the Irishman obeyed and scurried upstairs.

"How do you think it felt Mark? To find out that you've literally shamed our entire family by posting your discrepancy online for the whole world to see?"

"Well", Mark paused. "I knew that on my channel, I'd find more acceptance from strangers who support me more than my family would", Mark sensed Tom stepped closer.

He had never felt so uneasy in his brother's presence. God, he wanted nothing more than to beg for his siblings forgiveness but doing that would only cripple everything he's worked for, everything Sean has worked for.

"What's going on with you Mark? You know this is wrong! I never thought you could be so dense as to embarrass yourself by softening up to a fucking faggot", he scoffed and my entire body tensed. Mark hated that word. Mark called Sean that word before. Now his brother was calling him that too. Had it been a year back, Mark would've agreed with him.

But it took a year for him to change for the better.

"That 'faggot'", Mark cringed, "is my boyfriend."

"Think of your words carefully Mark", he hissed back while looking at his brother with disappointment. "Mom is fucking furious."

"Yeah? Well why? Because I'm in love? Please, your intolerance is sickening. God, listening to you makes me realize how much of a cunt I was when Sean came out to me. What's the fucking problem? I'm in love with Sean, doesn't mean I want to fuck every man I see!"

"It's not normal!"

"Being normal is overrated!"

"Mark! You are seriously getting on my nerves! I'm so fucking ashamed to call you my brother!" Tom roughly placed his hands on Mark's chest and gave him a harsh shove.

"Don't fucking touch me! Jesus Tom! What's your problem? I'm your brother! You saying that you are ashamed isn't going to change that you are my brother. Me falling in love with Jack isn't going to change that! Are you seriously willing to throw away our history just because you can't accept that there are people who fall in love with the same sex? Love is love! It's not a choice!"

Tom shook his head and backed away from Mark. "You're a disappointment to our family Mark, don't bother trying to come home because you will not be welcomed in", he didn't leave any room for conversation because soon he backed out the door and left Mark to his own self loathing thoughts.

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Oof I have been so inactive lately. I'm so sorry! I'm having a bit of motivation issues!

I also haven't been watching Jack or Mark's video's for a long while. You guys keeping making these references to their newest videos and I'm sitting here like i don't get it...

I plan to catch up after publishing this to make up for my mistakes! Forgive me!

OH before I forget, there are five places that have been singled out and voted the most. So you can just pick which one you want as I lost them and which ever gets the most, well yeah you get it.

Ohio.

Canada.

Florida.

Seattle.

London.

See ya next time! Biiiii

~ShadowIsEm~