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Yoongi's Ending

Yoongi's POV

6 months have past since the incident with the Butterflies. We were on the run for the first 2 months. After those 2 months, we began living an easier life. We still have to kill those Infected, but other than that, our life is much more calmer.

We are staying at an apartment that's in an old district, before they moved the people to a different location. We have running water so taking a shower is a must.

I have been happy these past few months, but lately I feel down and more insecure. I don't feel good enough for some reason.

I have been avoiding everyone as much as I possible can. I feel bad, but I can't control my emotions.

I sit on my bed. We all have our own rooms.

I get up and walk over to the window. I pull the curtains and look outside. The Sun shines, plants consuming the buildings are everywhere, and in the far off distance are Clickers. I close the curtains a bit, leaving enough sunlight shining throughout my room.

Next to the window is a body mirror. I clean it and look at myself. I feel hideous. I pull my shirt off and scan my body. Tiny scars. I turn around and look at my back. My face turn sad as I look at the huge scar running through my entire back.

How could someone love a beast like me?

I then hear on knock on my door. I don't say anything. My eyes don't leave my scar. I then hear another knock.

"Yoongi?" The voice of Y/N causes me to look forward and towards the door.

"Come in." I say. The door reveals her with a plate of food.

"Oh! S-sorry!" She says as she realizes I am shirtless.

I chuckle. "I did say come in, right?" I question her.

She gives me a shy smile. She walks in and places the plate of food on my bed. "Jin made it. He wants you to eat well."

"Of course he does." I say as I look back at my scar.

"You know, there is a pharmacy down the street. If you want, we could look for some scar cream to get rid of that scar if you want." She tells me.

I let out a long sigh. "You don't like looking at it either, do you?" I ask her. I begin feeling more self aware of myself.

"No, that's not it." She walks over to me and looks at her reflection. "I too, am full of scars." She crosses her arms and runs them with her hands.

"My scars are small, but they are like battle scars. I fought small battles, but won. They may not be nice memories, but they are a part of me." She then looks at me.

"Your's is a war scar. We all have scars that represents something in our life. Small or big, it is a part of us. Weather it is physical or mental, we should accept them as who we are. If you want to remove that scar then go ahead. I understand that somethings are better left forgotten. But, if you keep it, then you are willing to accept that part of you and move forward. I personally don't care what you choose because I accept you for who you are."

I am astonished by what she has just said that I don't realize tears fall down my face.

"Don't cry, because I'll cry as well." Y/N says.

"I'm sorry." I say, as I cry more. She hugs me and I cry on her shoulder.

"It's fine. As long as you understand that you are loved by us all." She says.

I tighten my grip around her and cry more. "I love you Y/N." I whisper to her.

"I love you too, Yoongi." She replies. I move my face infront of her's with my hands around her.

"No, I really do love you." I say to her. I try to explain my meaning of love.

She smiles at me. "And I meant mine too. I love you." I smile so wide, my eyes disappear. I pull her in for a kiss and I am glad that this time she has accepted my kiss.

I pull away and hug her. "Thank you, Y/N." I whisper in her ear.

"No, thank you Yoongi for making me feel safe and calm." She replies back. I really do believe that I have found the one for me.

Thank you Y/N for loving me and accepting me. I couldn't ask for more.

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A/N: It's 12 am for me as I finish writing this and publish it. Wrote this entire chapter in an hour so PLEASE enjoy it!!! 😭😭😂😂😂 anyways, thank you for everyone who read, voted, and commented on this book. Until next ending!!!!

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