the voices are getting
louder and louder..
i feel so alone
even though
I'm surrounded by people.
i just want shit to end,
i don't know if I'd rather
deal with this,
or
be fucking numb again.
either choice seems terrible..
it's getting harder
and harder
to fight this..
i wanna give into the temptation..
i'm afraid that I will soon..
but i don't want to hurt you..
to disappoint you..
so should I stay and let you down..?
all these voices keep telling me
and tempting me,
to do shit that i know i shouldn't..
shit that'd let you fucking down.
but i just want a fucking escape..
at least for a night..
so i'm sorry,
so sorry..
if i let you down..
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Words of the heart
Poetryfor anyone who has ever felt alone or doubtful about themselves, for the sad people who find comfort in poetry, for those who cannot seem to put their...
