42- hate.

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i hate you all right now.

but most of all,
i hate myself.

i hate myself for letting
this happen..

for letting those words
come out..

i hate how weak i feel as I collapse to the floor for the third time and have yet another panic attack..

i hate myself cause i can't stand up to my mother and that's fucking pathetic.

i hate myself because
i am pathetic.

but things are about to take
a serious turn..

and i'm about to hate myself
a whole lot fucking more..

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