Words of the heart

118 - that your absense brings.

i suppose i miss you more than
i thought i would..

it hits in the latest hours of night,
after i bury myself in substances to erase the pain of your absence.

i catch myself thinking maybe
i just miss you in the lonely hours
of the night that we'd spend together,

but i know it isn't true sadly..

i am burying myself in others as well,
trying to distract myself from
the pain that your absence brings.

it works i must admit..

but you are still in my constant
daily thoughts and probably will be
for a long damn while.

i do truly have love for you,

and i probably always will my love..

but i think it's time to
give my heart a break now..

we'll come back to this soon,
grown a bit and different people;

maybe this time it'll be different,

maybe it'll work out.

but maybe it's wishful thinking..

for now, my heart needs a break.